How long..

How many years do I have to live

without regular utilities like

natural gas back on for heating,

or having the water turned off for days at a time because he “ forgot” to pay the bills.

How long do I have to live with substandard living conditions?

I honestly don’t know how to get out of this. I have no source of income,

my family all have their own lives and homes and are not willing to take me in. I think I’m worthless since I can’t contribute financially.

I have an active application for disability that is ongoing and I’m waiting for that.

I just feel so lost and crazy!

I can tell my depression is worse,

I feel like I’m in Hell!