You there!
Yes you!
Misting up my hallway,
Moaning all hours of the night!
Stomping and scatching and
scaring the bejeebers outa my kids!
Well you can just stop it right now!
I have had it up to here with all your creepy, crapy cryin and so on!
You've had your little fun but if you dont walk into the light right now, so help me im gonna call out the Hell hounds and have them rip you a new hole in your "sheet"!
Now i mean it! Trust me when I say
"Hell hath no fury like a mother who had no sleep!"
So get into the light or face my wrath!
Same No More
I'm not the same.
That sweet little girl
twirling in my new
frilly dress.
Dancing in the rain
muddy puddles, a ducky mess.
Playing patty-cake with my newborns tiny hands.
Guiding little sleepyheads off to neverlands.
Watching them from the crowd
as they grew and played
when allowed.
I miss them now
so much,
I wish they could have stayed.
Hard lessons learned.
Heart scars earned.
What once was whole,
now has a hole.
Broken and in pieces
with an ache, a pain
that never ceases.
No, I'm afraid I'll never
be the same.
The Great Dane
I love dogs. All dogs.
Actually, I love all animals and get along well with just about any breed or species.
I have never believed that humans were superior to the other creatures living on this planet, simply because we all live and speak differently doesn't make one superior to another.
Anyway, for the better part of twenty years I owned and fostered Great Danes. I have also owned other breeds and mutts, but I find the dane to be the calmest and most regal of all I've had the pleasure of knowing.
I have an American Bulldog named Bruce right, now who is fifteen months old and a sweet ball of energy. He's very loving and loyal and smart omg he's so smart!
However, I missed my Danes so my husband got me a puppy the other day! I named him Raja, because of my love of India, and he is a reverse brindle. All of my personal Danes have been brindle.
He is the goofiest little guy! No matter what the species, all infants play the same goofy way and are clumsy trying to learn their feet!
Bruce has been so gentle and sweet when playing with Raja it's been such a privilege just to watch them play.
Raja is eight weeks old and twenty one pounds. He's gonna be big!
I can't wait!
Oh look, Puppies!
Hard to see the things that used to be so clear.
Where's my keys?
Where's the dog?
Where's my phone?
Where did my body go?
Where's the beef?
My shape has shifted.
Everything that was "up" is "down"!
My body shifted from large to super size without the fries!
From auburn to gray, boohoo.
Oh look, puppies!
What was I saying?
What was I doing?
Where was I going?
Who was I doing it with?
Don't say that!
Don't say this?
Don't give me that look!
Oh look puppies!
A Beautiful Life
Mother, thank you for your undying, unconditional love. Thank you for teaching me the things that really matter in life, things like service to others, the importance of family, and how precious children are.
You supported me even when you could have put me out, you loved me even at my worst, and you got me through and helped me become better than I started out.
"Thank You" is not enough. I just want you to know that I hope to see you one day with your grin and smiling eyes. You gave me a beautiful life!
The last seventeen years has been really hard without your love and guidance.
Missing you terribly,
Your Daughter.
Please understand…What you give, you get back…
There are certain things in this consciousness that are inevitably for certain.
Life and your concept of it is extremely short. How you choose to use your minuscule amount of time on this platform is completely up to you, however I would suggest that you consider using it wisely and focus on the good of others instead of thinking the universe revolves around you because that is selfish and will get you nowhere. No friends, no fun, no life , no joy, no love, nothing.
What you give…
You get back.