My fellow writers, I must preface this by saying I am very disappointed with

the censorship that is seeming to take over all social media.

Religion, racism, image shaming,

Fake propaganda and now you can’t even make a simple post without getting attacked simply because they disagree.

I don’t understand it all because I was raised and raised my children to move on and leave those people behind.

Love and compassion and concern for others has been my life.

It makes me very sad and angry that when I post an observation ( it was clearly stated it was an observation)

that others pop on there and are just mean! I believe in live and let live, I may not agree with someone but I don’t have the right nor am I entitled

to get on someone else’s post just to tell them how much I disagree or hate their opinion.

If you’re an American, that’s not freedom of speech it’s just downright being rude and hateful under the guise of Freedom of Speech. Frankly it needs to stop. Allowing a certain group of people to be disrespectful but censoring someone else who isn’t the same as that group is just as bad.

Being biased against others because of color, politics or creed is wrong and I am thinking of getting off social media completely.

I am overcome with awe at the deep compassion and love of our fellow beings show even when living through their own hardships.

I become overwhelmed with tears wishing I could give more than advice from my own experiences.

The deepest form of true love is having compassion for another and at least trying to understand and help them realize they are not alone.

The capacity we all have depends upon how much we can trust each other.

I have deep gratitude to the Dali Lama for promoting peace and harmony, also proving these aren’t weakness.

Hell is:

Having plans to become a Veterinarian

only to have a ninth grade education.

Loving children who do not

love you back.

Knowing that I survived death

three times only to end up a shut in

with a brain injury No pitty please!

Loosing everyone and everything you ever held dear and knowing you will

never have that again.

Loving someone so much that you knew the best life for them was to let them go so they could be happy, not once but three times.

Hell is seeing the world pass by,

when I used to be in the fast lane.

Real Hell is when others know you and try to tell you it could be worse, or to look on the bright side, but they cannot understand or comprehend your life at all.

I still wonder

WHY AM I STILL HERE!

The love of wealth with out sharing is greed. Greed and corruption run together. Do not pray for wealth of gold, pray for humanity’s prosperity. What you are living through today is an illusion created by those in power and wealthy. When you prosper only then may I prosper.

Namaste

Perception is the reflection

I reflect you, you reflect me.

A mirror reflects the image

it receives, how you accept

is how you perceive.

The minds eye is what really matters

no matter how badly distorted

as long as the emotion flatters.

Perception of the reflection supports

the emotion despite the

desperation.

As Americans we have been led to believe through out our lives that we are truly free. That we have “Rights” rights to be and do whatever we want when we want how we want.

The reality is no we really don’t.

We don’t have the right to be rude to others simply because we don’t like a situation.

It isn’t a freedom or a right to push your beliefs off onto someone else, be that religious or otherwise. It isnt a freedom or right to tell others where to park, or how to dress or how to behave, unless you’re the mama!

Americans have been conditioned for the last few decades that when they travel, their constitutional rights and freedoms travel with them and entitle them to act as such especially in other countries.

Gosh, why do so many other countries hate Americans?

No one is free.

Now the epidemic isn’t illness, now the epidemic is a class of glorified hall monitors running around telling you what you can and can’t do or say or park and so on!

Anytime there are rules and regulations

that keep people living in poverty, in fear, and starvation they aren’t free.

You are not free if another entity, government or otherwise can decide one day that something is for your own good and diminishes your own comfort or happiness.

I hear the state of New York has said no more natural gas in people’s homes.

Ok, what’s next?

Hands touching,

a warm embrace.

A sweet caress upon the face.

Whispers of wanting and love

in the ear.

Whispers of sentiment only

the other can hear.

Hearts beat together as one

Breathing together moving on

Slower, faster then fevered pace

In rhythmic gymnastics

with wild grace.

Both reaching the end of the race,

in a flush, a rush of time and space.

Now relaxed in a peaceful blush

lovers embrace in a sighing hush.

We know the line “ If you don’t stand for something you’ll fall for anything.”

That being said, how do you stand for something, yet still keep your dignity in tact.

In America right now I would not fight for anyone. You couldn’t pay enough money for me to be in anyones army!

There have been so many lies told about both sides and all sides of the argument on politics how would ya know who to believe?

Our soldiers right now are being shipped to another part of the world and for what we don't know because it’s all covert.

At least when the world and I were young, people knew who and why they were fighting.

Children, I implore you to stop giving in to all of the nonsense this world is experiencing right now.

Return your minds to the simplicity of the beginning of life, you do not need what this chaos brings.

As I write this, I am very very ill.

I think a am allergic to my new insulin because it makes me very nauseous.

Because of this, I have not been able to keep any of my medication down, now I am afraid I’m going through detox and having DTs really bad.

I guess my real fear is dying alone , because, my husband has to work, and when he leaves I have no help.

He rubs my back, rubs my feet and I just feel better knowing he’s here.

But alone there is no comfort

My heart is pounding and I cry for no reason.

God end this soon!