Dying To Live

I seek and I find

From the eyes of the blind

Only one life to live

Break out of this bind

With nothing to give

Fall back and rewind

But I cannot change time

Can't rearrange this rhyme

Am I dying to live

Or just living to die

I understand some men cry

As I stand and I sigh

In this land where I'll die

Once before I could see

That there must be more for me

Love is an illusion

Lust is reality

Trust in looking for a door

But it's locked without a key

A deception of hope is a

twisted destiny

Where is the rest of me?

Do I testify my sins?

Do I seek and find again?

While I'm weak in mind again

Pushing back all that has been

Do I reach out for a friend?

Give my soul more time to mend?

Ending up smoking a joint

Screaming what the fucks the point?

With the world upon my shoulders

And the seasons growing colder

And I'm only getting older

DJD

And my fucked up mind