wanderlost

i said i was over you too,

and that's still true.

but i still can't fathom,

why my mind still recalls him.

haven't seen him in a month,

but my subconscious' been on the hunt.

searching, scouring, scavenging,

for a message, a picture - it's challenging.

when i get a message i still hope,

it's one from you - nope.

we've lost contact and i forgot,

the sound of your voice - oh god.

"in love?" "out." "of love?"

out of his favor, who i still write of.

"too like the lightning, which doth cease to be".

months of silence made up for in a week - actually three.

i keep saying i'll stop karing,

but i can't, so i'll keep sharing.

of our memories and old thoughts,

'cause without them i'm lost.

it's been a month since i've seen you,

i wonder - does your mind wander too?