Paralyzed

My eyes haven't been dry for the last three weeks

I've tried holding back, I've tried fighting the feeling

But the arrow is too deep inside my heart

It's shattered inside, but the arrow is too deep to pull out

I'm paralyzed, I have to pretend that I'm alright

I have to face the daily normality with a smile

Even though my smile is the most abnormal part of this current lifestyle

Over the weekend, I almost made a stupid decision

Maybe because I was under a drunken illusion

But, I'm not over you at all

Why would you choose this perfect imperfection?

When we were the opposite, we were the somewhat imperfect perfection