Unending Cycle.

How do you word something that you feel every minute of every day? How do you word something that you have written about for years? The words keep repeating just like the war in your head. You've been strong. Held your head high and never let that war affect you like you did before. But you feel that break down coming. It's getting harder to keep a smile on your face. It's getting harder to breath and that pounding in your head is louder than it was yesterday. You feel yourself slowly start losing that war and tears start falling down. It's not a choice to give up. It's not possible. You have two little hearts depending on you so you wipe the tears away. Close your eyes. Take a deep breath. Open your eyes and keep fighting.