when

Its been 4 years when will I move on, when will I be allowed to let go, when will our souls finally disconnect? I need to know when, for this pain that exists in me needs to leave, it needs to go back from where it came from, back with you. you broke every thing in me that day.

When will I be able to hug someone again, when will I be able to trust again, when can I let someone touch me? I loved hugs, I loved holding hands and being near someone. That feeling once there now lost in the mist of this heartache.

When will I let myself be loved again, when will I stop ruining good things, when will I stop crying? Every night as I fall asleep these tears roll down every bump and scar I have on my body, I destroy the good things that may happen or do happen as to not be destroyed first.

When can I live again?