Sam Sanchez

the syringe in my arm ached as i had could feel my heart beat in my arm. tears filled my eyes as he grabbed me by my jaw and smiled a wicked smile. "shhh" he whispered and he kissed me. with that kiss memories came to me, and tears slipped down my face. i remembered sitting in the lavender field looking over the horizon of flowers. my brother sat with me hitting his blunt over and over, puff puff pass was our thing. we had it tattoo'd on our wrists. it was our little thing we had. he looked over at me and smiled a smile i always knew and loved. the smile that said who he was and how good of a person he was.

"yknow Sam..its good to get out with others besides me. i know im the only one who actually gets you but open up and explore. you'd like it" he said with a smile. i leaned against him while i took a fat hit of the blunt. "i guess" i said breathless and then let out an exhale of memories.

i closed my eyes and when i opened them the man still had me by the throat kissing my soft pink lips. tears filled my eyes as i cried like a child wanting there mother.."Tommy..." i quietly said wishing my brother was here to save me, wishing he was here to tell me everything is going to be okay and he'd never let anyone hurt me again...the father figure i always craved..