time being

im not sure what to write

i know what people like

but this week has felt as though

i might not survive

i left home

made people mad

but i feel hopeful

is that really bad

or should i feel terrible

like a dad whose gone to get ciggarettes?

i dont though

my love and well wishes go out to them

but all that theyve done to me

should i really pretend

that im not the slighest bit angry

that they didnt ask where i was last night

or should i accept that all we do is fight

and i could never be enough

so why should i try

when my opinion is the only one

that even matters in the meantime

no matter if you meant to hurt someone

it matters that their hurt

and ego is the evil

that continues to lerk

through you and her and him and her

once again it doesnt matter

if you meant for me to hurt

because i did

for too long

i dont owe you a thing

just leave me alone

please

just for the time being.