Fear Of
I'm that awkward friend who doesn't say much during group conversations
I'm a wallflower camouflaged into the dull paint job
Not wanting to bloom
Not wanting to be myself
I have a fear
Fear of getting close to people
I can't get close emotionally
It takes a lot for me to open up
To be who I am
When others aren't around
The progression can come off as a regression
At times.
And that's just the way I function
So if you've gotten to know me as I truly am
Don't take that shit for granted
I am the way I am to a select few
Because it'll tear me up if I lost one of you
If one of you
Ever say...
"I don't want you in my life anymore."
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