Is life Alive?
What keeps me going is God. He is the reason a suicide do or don't succeed. He mapped out your life for you, no surprises. Evil thoughts controls the pain you suffer within, but your final ticket is cashed by God no matter what. There are no promises on how long you will live. There are no promises on how you will leave. You are here to bless someone even if it's only for a second, and your job was done, just know it was meant to be that way. Bad things happen to good people as we see from our eyes. But if you understand that they came here with an expiration date, you would then know that their job was done and now they are living in another world at another time. You should then know that our souls never die, we go on to the next life. So until your job is done you should be the best at being you! Huggers my friend.