Happy Face

Behind my smiling face sits a very sad boy on whom wishes of love and care yet pushes people out by being sarcastic or zany most people by now think it's just my personality I truly am myself on paper and if you have read my poetry it's always been easy to fake my sadness I got the most tips the day she left me because however sad I feel I replaced it with happiness it's strange but after that day I saw that it worked and I'm not bottling them up i just place them on a page and let them dissolve out of my mind there's a pleasant feeling of care and love that I can't write about anymore writing breaks down my emotions so I'm afraid if I write about love it too will fade