The Best

I have to be the best

Yes I must be the best

It is always a test

I am top of the class

and looking through the glass

It's like a nauseating gas

If I'm not the best then I must be the worst

It's my curse

And its a thirst that can never be quenched

Whenever I'm the worst

my inside is an outburst

Because I can never stoop down to the worst

I'm in a starting position for my sport

I am always on the court

And I am glad to report

That I never reach short

Whenever I am out

All I feel is doubt

Because I cannot be proud

when I am out

It is not a good habit

But I can never admit it

Because I really don't want to be spotlit

I don't do it to be mean

I don't want to be seen

But when I am not the best

I feel that I don't deserve rest