This broken record was a hit five years ago

Guess it’s true what they say

You need to go through shit to keep writing

I can feel it coming back

I’m drinking a lot and writing a lot

I see see something in myself

Something familiar

The only things that never

leave or change

the bottle

and the smoke

How long has it been now

Since I’ve really written

Your youngest is almost 3

So yeah that sounds about right

Almost 3 years that I’ve felt like

I’m in a never ending loop of

pain and heartbreak

Unlike what you may think

You’re not the bad guy in my story

I am

I started this

and didn’t know how to end it

I was too fragile

too delicate

I hope you understand

that I don’t blame you

and that I couldn’t walk away

cause everyone always walked away

and goddamnit I love you

Thank you for never leaving me

and staying through

what I know couldn’t have been easy

Thank for being the one who never really walked away

and just helped me though it

Te amo

Y te amaré siempre