7/28/16

I wish I could've said more to you. I regret not making time to see you before all this happened. But it's too late now. I am sitting here in the room with you, staring at all the machines your hooked up to.. I'm trying to think positively but I stop after awhile because I know it's no use.. you're going to be gone. I was taken out of the room and I should've gone back in to see you but I didn't.. I couldn't. If only you could've said something to me.. Like "I love you" or "Stay strong" but instead of that, your eyes were shut and you were barely breathing so you weren't capable of saying anything to me. I knew it was goodbye, I just wish I could've talked to you one last time instead of seeing you for five minutes after not seeing you for months.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I love you..

Rest in peace.