Letting Go

Who do I turn to for help letting go

Of a marriage torn up from all these lies

And lust for another I must not show?

With pain shoved inside, I stifle my cries

How long does a heart hold onto such pain

When each single beat hurts more than the last?

They say time heals but these feelings won't wane

Nothing has changed, can't let go of the past

Fighting desires that won't go away

Can't control the urge to fulfill my need

It's a struggle I deal with every day

Much harder to stop since planting the seed

Will someone please show me how to let go

Of one I can't trust and lust he made grow?