Heavy Feeling
All The Fake Smiles
So Many Isles
Feels Like A Maze
Lots Of Faces
Walls Closing In
Trapping Me In
It's Suffocating
It's Isolating
Feeling Lonely
Fading Slowly
It Is Scary
Someone Save Me
I've Got To Run
Run, Run Away
Away From Here
The Exit's Near
Ah! It's Fresh Air
Blowing My Hair
Take A Deep Breath
Heart Can Now Rest
Ugly thing
What an ugly thing this is,
this feelings I have for you.
Really stay away please,
for I dont't want to taint you.
"Concentrate your gaze at me."
"Dont speak to others but me."
"You're mine alone, my precious."
They're my desires, I'm selfish.
But I'll just lock all this up.
Keep it in the darkest amd
most inner part of my heart,
because it's all horrible.
I would just feel satisfied,
satisfied to be by your side.
But I'll still hope that someday
your eyes would veer where I stay.
And see what's hidden within,
Accept me for who I am,
even if I am evil,
or a monopolizer.
Pain
Pain is my way of escape,
a way to make me forget.
It makes me forget you babe.
Pain makes me deaf from the beat
of my heart as it shouts your name.
I seek pain everyday to run,
run from the memories of you.
Memories of days we had fun
cause it only breaks me in two.
But only you can let me feel that bittersweet pain.
A faraway dream
I.
I am just your average girl.
I never stand out.
I dont have many friends.
I fell in love with you.
You.
You are one of the popular kids.
You are the campus heartthrob.
You are nice to everyone.
You and I became we.
We.
We started off awkward.
We only exchange greetings.
We slowly developed as time passes by.
We makes us.
Us.
Love is us.
The world is us.
Happiness is us.
But us is questioned by they.
They.
They look at us like we are impossible.
They laughed at us.
They were not happy with us.
They, I, You, We, Us. Gone.
They, I, You, Us. Gone
They interferred.
I, the average girl.
You, the campus heartthrob.
Us that almost happened.
Gone were the fantasy that almost became real.
Do dreams really come true?