make me
shut my mouth
pull my hair
take control
make me pay
make me scream
part my thighs
grip my throat
do what you want
make me submit
make me your whore
bite my neck
spank my ass
throw me around
make me take it
make me beg
His and Hers
his lips traveled down
teasing
tasting
her back arches as she aches for more
her hands gripped the sheets
writhing
begging
his mouth finds that perfect spot
his tongue flicks out
swirling
devouring
her eyes close as she feels only bliss
her lips part
moaning
screaming
his eyes meet hers as she falls apart
Love Myself
how do i learn to love myself
when i can’t even look in a mirror
without seeing
that i’m not pretty
i’m too thin to be truly fat
i’m too fat to be truly thin
i don’t have eyes you want to drown in
or a smile to brighten a day
i don’t have curves for days
or a body a tongue wants to explore
how do i learn to love myself
when i can’t stand to be alone
without seeing
that i’m nothing
i’m too nerdy to be cool
i’m a second choice, an afterthought
i don’t ignite a fire
or stoke the flames of desire
i don’t have any skills
or anything that makes me worthwhile
how do i learn to love myself
when there is just nothing to love
I see
oh honey
i see your tears
i know you’re hurting
screaming for a chance to feel seen
i know it feels like you’re alone
i know you’re trying your best
but that it never feels like enough
i know you hate your reflection
i know you just want to feel pretty
but instead you just gaze on in misery
i know you love romance
i know you want that kind of love
but darling you aren’t destined for that
i know you feel like a burden
i know you put on that front
but sweetheart you’re dying inside
i know you want to change
i know you hate yourself
but you keep moving on
i know you
i see you
i am you
Personality
my personality is a shield
this warmth armor
my smile a mask
my laughter a sword
against the world
who doesn’t care
against the town
that isn’t home to me
against this life
that is determined to end me
Love
some people aren’t meant to be loved
they love, fuck do they love
but they aren’t destined for it
thats the thing about life
sometimes the ones that give the most
the ones that feel the most
are just never enough
the girl that tries her best
the boy that loves with every breath
they embody love
but they aren’t meant for it
why?
why can’t I be meant for love?
alive
she gasped
her eyes opening
and before her stood life
she finally saw the whisper of clouds
felt the sun as it kissed her cheeks
she saw the world in a new light
a beautiful light
before it was like a fog
she was live but not
she would go outside
and only see if it were night or day
but now, now she has awoken
that piece thought lost is found
she‘s alive
how lovely
their eyes as green and vast
as the forest they explore
eyes that light up
like lightening in a storm
their smile shines bright
like a beacon in the night
a smile that melts
even the harshest of sorrows
their laugh a song
one that never goes too long
a laugh that wraps around you
like the warmest embrace
their soul a work of art
one that could never be bought
a soul that battles the demons
like a warrior of the heart
oh, how lovely they are
Mistakes
to learn from my mistakes
I must endure
the pain
the torment
the scars
I must take
the pain
the torment
the scars
and build armor from it
I must use the armor
make it
my protection
my reminder
my fortress
so that I may be able
to grow
to learn
to thrive
as I go forward
to learn from my mistakes
I must use my struggles
to make me
smarter
stronger
better
Strangers
do you wish we were strangers
never lovers nor friends?
would trading all the memories
be worth being happy again?
would not knowing your touch
keep us out of this rut?
or were we destined to be
and destroy the peace?
if we were strangers
would you wish to start anew?
without the scars we have now
would it we be a dream come true?
or was our destiny always laid out
no way out but through pain?
do you wish we were strangers?
because sometimes I do