Hey,

I know that you’re having the hardest time at the moment. That nothing seems to be falling into place, in spite of all of your efforts. That your friends and their encouragements are just not getting through.

You need time. Stop making plans. Stop pretending that you are okay. Stop.

You need to heal. Do what helps you to do that, heal. You are worth it.

Yes. This letter sounds like a pep talk, like the stuff of rated G movies, but take it from future you. You survive this and many other future issues and problems. You had a great life, but you have to believe it.

Talk soon.