I feel a love so strong, so pure,
But it's suffocating, I'm not sure,
If it's worth the pain, the constant fight,
Or if it's time to bid goodbye tonight.
I'm drowning in a sea of doubt,
I'm gasping for air, can't get out,
The love that once set me free,
Now feels like a cage, I can't flee.
I try to leave, but I can't go,
I'm trapped in a love that won't let go,
It's like quicksand, the harder I try,
The deeper I sink, and the more I cry.
I'm lost in a maze of emotions,
The uncertainty, the commotions,
I don't know what to do, or where to turn,
The desperate love, it makes me burn.
My heart is racing, my palms are sweaty,
I'm scared, I'm nervous, I'm not ready,
To face the truth, to let it go,
To break the chains, and finally grow.
But as I stand here, in this dark place,
I know that I can't hide my face,
I must face the truth, and take a chance,
To break the cycle, and start a new dance.
So I take a deep breath, and let it out,
I whisper a prayer, and scream a shout,
I'm ready now, to face the pain,
To leave the desperate love, and break the chain.
All is Well
Peter sat at the table with Jesus and the other disciples, feeling a sense of unease wash over him. He had always been a loyal follower of his teacher, but he couldn't help but feel a sense of foreboding as Jesus spoke of his impending death.
As they ate the Passover meal together, Peter listened intently to Jesus' words, trying to make sense of the cryptic messages he was conveying. He couldn't bear the thought of losing his beloved teacher, but he also couldn't shake the feeling that something terrible was about to happen.
After dinner, they went to the garden of Gethsemane to pray. Peter struggled to stay awake, his mind racing with worries and fears. He knew that Jesus had been betrayed by one of their own, and he couldn't shake the feeling that they were all in danger.
Suddenly, a group of soldiers appeared, led by none other than Judas Iscariot. Peter watched in horror as they arrested Jesus and dragged him away, leaving the disciples scattered and afraid.
For the next few days, Peter was consumed by guilt and despair. He had denied Jesus three times, even after swearing to be his loyal disciple until the end. He couldn't shake the feeling that he had failed his teacher and his faith.
But then, on the third day, everything changed. Mary Magdalene came to the disciples with news that Jesus had risen from the dead. Peter couldn't believe it at first, but as he ran to the tomb and saw the empty grave clothes, he felt a sense of hope ignite within him.
Over the next few weeks, Peter and the other disciples encountered the risen Christ multiple times, and Peter's faith was renewed. He knew that Jesus' death and resurrection had been the ultimate sacrifice, one that had redeemed him and all of humanity.
As he reflected on those tumultuous days, Peter felt a sense of gratitude for the love and forgiveness that Jesus had shown him. He had been given a second chance, and he was determined to use it to spread the message of Christ's love and salvation to the world.
I saw her today
The woman who caught your attention yey!
I saw her today, her eyes on mine.
I was smiling and have tp pretend I don't recognize her.
She recognized me.
It feels uneasy to sit in front of her.
I was being paranoid and hurt at the same time.
This doesn't make sense
But I saw her
What do I know of Holy?
I made You promises a thousand times
I tried to hear from Heaven
But I talked the whole time
I think I made You too small
I never feared You at all No
If You touched my face would I know You?
Looked into my eyes could I behold You?
So What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
So What do I know? What do I know of Holy?
I am scared
Scared of the things I'm feeling for you
Not because I love you
It's just different
I don't feel the same anymore.
Pain is temporary
Death is eternal
Pain shall come to pass
But death will never end
So is your pain when you're
Swimming in the burning sulfur
So choose wisely
Please don't remember this.
I think you should remember this.
There are things I want to say
Every time I am with you I may
I should not
You are their angel in disguise
You know not how to say no
And that, that was your demise
Because of that your true color they'd never know.
You are full of secrets and lies
While the others
Theirs are your weapon
You are two faced snake
Hiding behind your innocent face
Your sweet smiles
I look like a beast to anyone who doesn't want me.
Why would they hate me
For being real
Oh yeah there's you
You live in lies
You try everyone to believe you
you convince everyone even your self
Tell you what. Your actions,
Your body language tells me otherwise
13 Reasons Why I am happy
1. I am loved
2. I can love
3. I have love
4. I don't have to have the perfect one, just the right one.
5. I am living my life the way I want to
6. I woke up
7. I have a job
8. I have food on the table
9. Whole family
10. I am satisfied with what I have
11. I don't do negative things on others.
12. I am blessed
13. Most importantly I have
I saw him today
From a distance I knew it was him
After all these months of not seeing him
It's the way he carry himself
The way he walk
The way he brushes his hair from his face
They way the wind blows his hair
Makes me want to be the wind
I saw him today
His eyes held mine for a sec
His blue eyes that I can't tired of staring at
His eyes tell it all
Nothing's changed after all this time
I saw it in his eyes the thing I want to hear from him
"see you later I love you"
It's the way you say it
That makes me not to hate
It's the way you whisper it
Like a prayer and answer to your prayer whenever you're next to me
The way my name is called however you do
Is the reason I loved my name.