I saw her today

The woman who caught your attention yey!

I saw her today, her eyes on mine.

I was smiling and have tp pretend I don't recognize her.

She recognized me.

It feels uneasy to sit in front of her.

I was being paranoid and hurt at the same time.

This doesn't make sense

But I saw her

I made You promises a thousand times

I tried to hear from Heaven

But I talked the whole time

I think I made You too small

I never feared You at all No

If You touched my face would I know You?

Looked into my eyes could I behold You?

So What do I know of You

Who spoke me into motion?

Where have I even stood

But the shore along Your ocean?

Are You fire? Are You fury?

Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?

So What do I know? What do I know of Holy?

Pain is temporary

Death is eternal 

Pain shall come to pass 

But death will never end

So is your pain when you're 

Swimming in the burning sulfur

So choose wisely

Please don't remember this. 

No 

I think you should remember this. 

There are things I want to say 

Every time I am with you I may

But no 

I should not 

You are their angel in disguise

You know not how to say no 

And that, that was your demise 

Because of that your true color they'd never know. 

You 

You are full of secrets and lies

While the others

Theirs are your weapon

Yeah

You are two faced snake 

Hiding behind your innocent face 

Your sweet smiles 

I?

I look like a beast to anyone who doesn't want me.  

Why would they hate me 

For being real

Oh yeah there's you 

You live in lies 

You try everyone to believe you

you convince everyone even your self 

Tell you what. Your actions, 

Your body language tells me otherwise

1. I am loved

2. I can love

3. I have love

4. I don't have to have the perfect one, just the right one. 

5. I am living my life the way I want to

6. I woke up

7. I have a job

8. I have food on the table

9. Whole family

10. I am satisfied with what I have

11. I don't do negative things on others. 

12. I am blessed

13. Most importantly I have 

JESUS.

I saw him today

From a distance I knew it was him 

Nothing's changed

After all these months of not seeing him

It's the way he carry himself 

The way he walk 

The way he brushes his hair from his face

They way the wind blows his hair 

Makes me want to be the wind

I saw him today 

His eyes held mine for a sec 

His blue eyes that I can't tired of staring at 

His eyes tell it all 

Nothing's changed after all this time

I saw it in his eyes the thing I want to hear from him

"see you later I love you"

It's the way you say it 

That makes me not to hate

It's the way you whisper it 

Like a prayer and answer to your prayer whenever you're next to me

The way my name is called however you do 

Is the reason I loved my name.  

We rode into town the other day,

just me and my daddy.

he said I'd finally reached that age,

and I could ride next to him on a horse

that of course, was not quite as wild.

We heard a crowd of people shouting,

and so we stopped to find out why.

There was that man that my dad said he loved,

but today there was fear in his eyes.

So I said, 'Daddy, why are they screaming?

Why are the faces of some of them beaming?

Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?

I bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows.

Daddy please, can't you do something?

He looks as though He's gonna cry.

You said He was stronger than all of those guys;

Daddy, please tell me why.

Why does everyone want Him to die?'

Later that day, the sky grew cloudy,

and Daddy said I should go inside.

Somehow he knew things would get stormy.

Boy was he right, but I could not keep from wondering

if there was something he had to hide.

So after he left, I had to find out.

I was not afraid of getting lost.

So I followed the crowds to a hill

where I knew men had been killed,

and I heard a voice come from the cross.

And it said, 'Father, why are they screaming?

Why are the faces of some of them beaming?

Why are they casting their lots for my robe?

This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows.

Father please, can't you do something?

I know that You must hear my cry.

I thought I could handle a cross of this size.

Father, remind me why.

Why does everyone want me to die?

Oh, when will I understand why?'

My precious son, I hear them screaming.

I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming.

But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.

Jesus, this hurts me much more than you know,

but this dark hour, I must do nothing,

though I've heard your unbearable cry.

The power in your blood destroys all of the lies;

soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes.

Look, there below, see the child

trembling by her father's side.

Now I can tell you why...

she is why you must die.

Before I go on elaborating my "advice" 

I want you to read this story

It's about a rich man who is fond of cars. 

One day he was driving and the engine of his ford stopped from running,  being a fan of cars especially this brand gave him the edge to fix the car.  

He tried everything he could but nothing work,  the engine won't crank.  

Being a proud man,  he refused to call for help. 

So again he tried to fix the car still the car's engine  won't start.  

Minutes later another car pulled beside his,  an old man stepped out of the car and watched him work for a minute, then the old man said,  "son,  do you see this part of the car? Just give it a twist and you're good to go"

The man just looked at the older man and said to himself, "he can't know more than I do about this car" still he have it a try.  He got in the car then the engine started.  

He was too curious about the man so he asked,  "excuse me how did you know what to do?"

The older man answered,  "son my Name is Henry Ford I designed your car and I know everything about it. "

(maybe you've heard this story before)

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Here's my part 

When your life breaks down,  don't think that you can fix everything that you know everything like the rich man. Remember we are God's creation,  He hand form up Only Him can fix everything about us for He is our Creator. Even the number of our hair is not unknown to Him so everything we've been going through He knows it.  All you have to do is ask Him.