Behind The Screen
Why do people who write depressing things online refuse to talk in real life?
I always thought it was because no one knew who you were online and you could pretent to be anyone you wanted. You could have a voice and simular people would understand where you were coming from. You could pretend everything wasn't as bad as it really was behind the screen.
But then I had another thought. What if the reason people act like this online is because it's who they really are? Instead of pretending to be someone they're not, they can be who they really are. If the critisism and bullies stayed silent. If you had forgotten the heartbreak and the pain. When the depression and anxiety made you wiser. And you can tell your story to other people.
Instead of prending to be someone you're not, you being someone you are.
Sweet smelling sophisticated soulsister
Got to know you in a quite weird situation.
My last little spark was finding salvation.
Of course, in your whole physical creation.
Something like an intellectual facination;
at first sight.
You look pretty tight.
Now, I am waiting for the night;
that makes us feel allright.
Wanna be my dark knight?
Which rescues me in every fight?
I find pure satisfaction;
and it's not only physical attraction.
You are like a huge, but cosy interception.
You make my flickiring light;
shine bright.
You are my furious rainbow-colored kite.
All people backbite.
You are extra-special.
I feel much more happier, when you're in sight.
I have a look in my crystal ball, for a tiny foresight.
Gently touching your whole gestalt.
Kissing you right;
cheek.
What a cheek, you lucky geek!
"So, why don't you weep?"
~"Because I wanna feel you deep"