“repeat”
I can feel him next to me holding me close to his heart, holding me tightly and when I turn, he's gone. In reality he is actually overseas. I wake up everyday to see if I got any message from him, any silly message, well at least ONE message ! But time passes by and still there is no contact.The routine repeats. Days pass by and not even one message.
I think he must be busy,I think he is stuck in some important work to take care of, hence he could not message.
I message him to assure I am fine and ask if he fine too. Days later while scrolling through the chat I realize he has seen the recent message I have sent but there is no reply. My mind and heart has a debate on why he is not responding and most of the time mind wins.
Just when I decide to stop bothering him and move on, he messages, in his way of messaging, in his way of telling how much he loves me, how much he misses me.
My heart wins now.
After a day, I wake up to check his message but yet again no message, no hint of how he is doing , whether he is holding on to this thing we call "us". Again there is a debate between my mind and heart and as usual my mind wins and so the routine repeats itself.
This is my story of long distance relationship !!