breathe
streetlights
do nothing but stand
neglected.
just like you do.
you are the streetlights,
bruised and dark.
someone else charged in with a torch,
burning your lovely light.
air
does nothing but keep me
alive.
just like you do.
you are my air.
i breathe you
instead of that
overrated oxygen.
so not to fret, love.
i’m here now.
i’ll be your air.
because you so desperately need
to breathe.
little bird
I would be the little yellow bird.
The one who moved into the birdhouse this spring.
Because I think she is like me.
She is shy.
A bit of a loner.
She rarely shows herself.
She doesn’t want to impose.
And she just knows.
Instinctively.
Just like she knew her home.
The one I placed 4 years ago.
And no one came.
No one, but she.
Because she knew.
Little bird, you are me.
And I am you.
You’ve been living awhile in the front of my skull, making orders
"Angelie,
Wake up,
Don't sleep too long
You have three projects due
Your writing is useless
Please just focus
Angelie,
I love you
Even if no one else does
I love you and it's my duty
To take care of you
Without me here
To guide you,
You'd be helpless.
Angelie,
Don't feel so alone
I'm always here
In your head
Your best friend
Angelie,
I'm not a parasite
I'm not a voice in your head
We're just having a normal conversation,
You and I,
You and your ole Conscience
Angelie,
Don't write about me
Can't I be our secret
People shouldn't know about me
They'd think you're crazy
You're not crazy
You can't help it
Angelie,
Don't worry,
I'll always be here
For you."
(The line is from Atrophy by The Antlers; you should check it out sometime)
Let’s Pray
Let's pray
To whom?
To where?
Up there?
I just stare
At the quietness
Up there!
Why do we pray?
Isn't it gods will anyway?
It doesn't matter what you pray for
It's gods divine plan what he has in store
I've tried praying
But never did i receive hope
Left harmed without a rope
Religion to me
Is a disease of the mind
Controlling you
Until you go blind
I can't partake in this sheep based path
Oh! But if i don't follow him
I'll burn in hell from his wrath!
........sounds like blackmail to me.
K.j.a.
Path
I advance
This road is never ending
Will you
Take it with me?
A long, winding, path
Crazy from the start,
An end
And a beginning;
I try again,
It won't end
The blessed teardrops
Calm down
The rain's fallen,
I see it now;
The light
Through the cloud.
A prism ray
Of sunshine
Parting its light
Through the sky
Don't end.
Is it a dream?
I don't think
I'll ever know.
But as long as you're here,
I advance.
By Jada Baimbridge
Breath of the trees
Clinging to my skin
Walking me through
What was me and you
I miss what once was
A soul finding journey
Just me and you
The stars guiding us through,
Hands block the view
Walking on foreign soil
Screaming at the sky
Loosing my mind
Because of you and I
What we were to be
Lost in this soil
Held between the veins
Of these trees
Now I ranway
From words they cry
Needles that stab me
Through the eye
Upon this tear stained ground
I collapse, I lie
Loosing my mind
For what was you and I.
Enlightenment
Knowledge opens the shards
of frozen ice to reveal reason why
mind is helplessly chained to wall,
unleashes boundaries from pen -
a new awakening of amber glow
as sun filters mind breaking shackles,
opening up knowledge to consume
the ancient stones, infancy of truths.
Abandoned harmony of life threads dance
kneeling in balance of life bursting forth
like ripe, dripping peaches of wisdom,
resonating on night wind – savage possession
kindled with pain and pleasure entwined,
budding wisdom and time-worn realities,
maze of verity cursed by thirst of all-knowing
reaching for promise in distant starlit skies,
yearning to share bounty of far flung vistas.
Knowledge drives wisdom on wings of fancy,
breathing beneath tangled debris of mind
following different roads to same destination,
fulfilling fiery wishes of uncloaked secrets.
Mystery is disguised by masks of seeking
the bruises of battle scars leading the way,
cherished thoughts of enlightenment unlock
puzzles of mind, opening clear view to lost images.
Windows of light glimmer throughout the denseness,
healing begins and filters through opening mind,
a cocoon awakening to that which you seek
in moonlit sonatas sharing what is meant to be.
Knowledge is not about learning alone but sharing
wisdom imparted in simplicity before submitting
to the mindless grave, watching knowledge march on.
Time
Turning, I looked over my shoulder,
I was watching life’s scenes reappear,
when I looked in the mirror, I was older,
with the cries of past sins in my ears.
The past feels like a dark valley,
or a dark forest where soldiers were slain;
muddy rivers from a great storm’s finale,
an old mansion with spirits, insane.
And how do I find a wise answer,
to leaving the past far behind?
Sin glares from afar like a dancer,
whose smile is erotic and kind.
Wave upon wave of each memory,
crashing the shores in my mind,
pushing the sands of experience,
into dunes on a beach I can’t climb.
Until finally the winds of tomorrow,
grab hold and they rush me away;
To a place where there is no more sorrow;
and my mind always stays in today.
S.W. Biddulph, 2014