Wow, I have not been on here in a while. I honeslty have no clue of who would read this but I'm pretty certain that it won't be any of my friends from school (definitely not from high school but maybe from middle school?). But if you're not the person writing this, then you're reading this! The reader! Thank you for sparing a bit of your time to give whatever this is a read. The last time I actually used this website was about 3-4 years ago, 8th grade. A LOT has changed since then. I am a completely different person while also being still the same at core. I plan on really getting into more detail on this in the next post, so stay tuned for that...

Anyways, a small update about me, while most of the people who follow me may not know me personally, I would still like to share who I am with you the reader. If you followed me before reading this post, then I'm sure you've read my other work on here. While it may or may not come as a surprise to you, I was actually about 12 or 13 when I wrote all that, I was in middle school and I decided to start writing because all of my friends were doing it and we were all on here having fun. While my first post may be a bit dark or cringe worthy, it still meant a lot to me and it was something my friends and I kept close. Now, I am 17 years old, the high school class of 2021, so I'm finishing up my junior year at the time of writing this (the week before finals). Once a lot of us moved up to highschool, most were separated since many of us now attend different schools although I am still in contact with some and there are a couple that actually go to the same highschool as me. So, this time, I'm not writing to entertain my friends or to participate in this with them. This time, I'm writing for me, to truly express myself and to let some stuff out that I've kept inside for a very long time...

Again, thank you so much for taking time out of your day to read this, it really means a lot to me and I hope that you're staying safe out there.

2 cups sugar

1 scoop of protien

1-3/4 cups all-purpose flour

3/4 cup hershey's cocoa

1 song from @theseabastion

1-1/2 teaspoons baking powder

1/2 a scream from @AndreaxBabyVal 

1-1/2 teaspoons baking soda

1 page of @LIFELINE 's Alternate Dimensions

1 teaspoon salt

1 scoop of protien

1 cup of @ThinkandConform 's Ice Breaker Water 

2 eggs

1 cup milk

2 hugs from @UnknownWorld

1/2 cup vegetable oil

2 teaspoons vanilla extract

1 championship from @MeltyBun

1 cup boiling water

And finally, add a scoop of protien

Then heat to 350° F in an Oven

And that is how you make chocolate cake :)

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Of course this is not how you actually make chocolate cake... You would need a few more scoops of protien

The world is one big loop whole. Everyday people are being born into this horrid world and other people get to leave. The only two questions I have is, Why and Where? Why do people have to leave us and where do they go? Well thats an answer we wont get until its our time but it would be interesting to find out. But thats just me. 

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Thanks for reading and I hope you get enough protien ;)

Hey, how you doin'? I haven't really been writing as much as I want to. Oh well. This is a little announcement I guess that I will be writing more. Maybe not every day or once a week but at least once a month. I have no clue what I will be writing, it could be anywhere from full on stories to random thoughts. So be on the lookout. See you later.

P.S. Chocolate Cake ;)

Halloween. Halloween. Halloween. The time of demons and ghouls. Ghosts and scary monsters. The time of horror movies. And most recognised for.... Costumes! But each year it gets sadder. The older you get, the less you see people dress up and enjoy Halloween. My opinion? I love Halloween. Not my favorite, my second favorite (Christmas is first). But for example , this year as I went trick or treating I noticed that some of my favorite houses to go to were not open for Halloween. Which is sad (to me). I know you might not give a damn but...yeah. Its sad to see kids who loved to dress up not dress. Everything is moving very quickly to me.....

Thank you for reading this "rant" i guess. And last but not least, Chocolate Cake ;)........

Dreams are pretty interesting aren't they? They can mean so many things. They can show many thing, thing you desire, and things you wish to never see. Over the years I have had many bizzare dreams, things I resent and things I want. Sometimes I have dreams that show me the future. Déjà vu. These type of dreams are very interesting because you dont know it until it actually happens. Dreams are interesting. They can show you beautiful things and make you happy...or they can show you horrible things, give you nightmares and make you cower in fear. Another thing about them is that a lot of them you cant remember. But some of them are unforgettable (in a good way or a bad way). Dreams are an intersting thing, dont ya think?

Sometimes if I concentrate hard enough I start feeling numb or I hear a beep that goes on until I am distracted. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night feeling my whole body being numb and I cant move. And I cant go to sleep either. So I lay there just staring and not being able to move, I can only move my eyes. Sometimes I hear a long beep (like the ones from the machines in the hosptial) and I feel numb, I can move but I feel numb. Sometimes I'm scared of myself.

The date was April 16, 1993 and Jack was celebrating his 15th Anniversary with his wife Alexis. "Happy anniversary honey, hope you like what I got you", says Jack as he hands Alexis a small box. Inside she finds a silver with diamond necklace. She stays silent with a little smile. "Guess you did like it" says Jack as he goes over to a small coffee table grabbing a cake," Look Alexis, I got us a little cake, your favorite...chocolate cake" Alexis, still silent, still has the same smile...but nods. Jack lights some candles but as he lights them the wind from the window blows them out. Later about 5 minutes later a police officer comes in. As he walks in he stops in his tracks and sees Jack in the middle of a dark room sitting in a chair next to Alexis who is hanging from the ceiling...