If you had a bad or good day today,or yesterday,or even the week before!Then hope this can show that any problem can become a good day.So here we go!

Read from top to bottom:

Today was the absolute worst day ever

and don't try to convince me that

There's something good in every day

Because,when you take a ce goodloser look,

This world is a pretty evil place.

Even if

some goodness does shine through once in a while

Satisfaction and happiness don't last.

And it's not true that

It's all in the mind and heart

Because

True happiness can be obtained

Only if one's surroundings are good

it's not true that good exists

I'm sure you can agree that

The reality

creates

My attitude

It's all beyond my control

And you'll never in a million years hear me say that

Today was a good day.

Now read from top to bottom for a different perspective...

So hope you can see that anything can become a good day to what is happening,if this help.....I don't know what can show you that can make your day from a sad day to a good day.BUT HEY, it's on you not saying this gotta cheer you up.

Enjoy

                                                                                                             Juan M.

                                                                                                              2/1/17

                                                                                                   (days go by so quick......)

Don 't know if you every got that feeling, I know I did, that life never changes and when one thing changes it just gets you back. I've seeen it happen a lot, when I say a lot I mean A LOT, but it goes over and over in my mind," Will anything change, will anything just be like how it was before, or even if your life will change from all your troubles im having or even my friends are having," and it just.......looks like......it doesn't change at all.But with a new year, lots of events are starting to build up in my life and maybe in others that can build up lots of problems....and it's all going in me, even making me thing, nothing will change....Thank you for reading my first post.I might post more depending on the time I am able to post more...time will tell.....

                                                                                                                   Jan.15 2017

                                                                                                                  My first post

                                                                                                              - JuanMander27

I don't think my friends fully know because I don't fully show it but they are what keep me alive.On multiple occasion i've thought of ending it all.I recall one time when I was holding the knife to myself ready to commit but I didn't because I had a goal.All I wanted in my life was for my friends to be happy and healthy.I know that my friends are not happy so I do what's in my power to successfully cheer them up.Multiple times I fail to do such because my own problems get in the way and change my behavior and attitude.When I fail to make someone happy and do the opposite I go home and cry.I act like it doesn't affect me but to see the face of one I care for be so sad really breaks my heart.It's my goal to put my friends first.They are my number one.They are my family.I put their happiness first.I could care less if I have suicidal thoughts.I could care less if I go home and cry myself to sleep everyday.I just care that my friends don't feel the same.My friends keep me alive so I try my best to keep them alive as well.

It hurts to know what the people I care for are going through.Others don't understand what they are going through and just succeed in making them feel even worse.Even people with good intentions can upset them because they are in reality so sensitive.They don't show their emotions because they hide it behind a fraudulent smile so people think they are okay.They are not okay but no one understands them.They are insecure.They are dejected.They are misunderstood.It hurts to see the hints of depression from my friends.They post multiple heartbreaking post on social media or they make jokes about how their life sucks but theyr'e not jokes.They hide their feelings behind a joke or smile so that other wouldn't mock them or look at them differently.It hurts to know that everyday my friends live in fear,insecurity,and sadness but still able to go out in public and pretend to be happy.I love my friends and I give them my upmost appreciation and respect.I don't fully understand my friends and they might think the same but i'm willing to do everything in my power to keep them safe.I'm going through my own battles and I believe that at least I know a thing or two.What hurts me the most is how the people I would take a bullet for think about suicide.Iv'e been through such situations and still am so I feel like I have some sort of knowledge.Then again I don't have the same thoughts as the ones I care about but I do my best to keep them safe and cared for.I love my friends and I would die for them.I'm not afraid of death.I'm not afraid of my well being.I'm afraid for the health of the ones i care for.I love them.

Do I Have A Life ? Is This Life A Dream Or Am I Actually Living This Life ? Am I Alive At This Moment Or Am I Just A Dreaming Mess ? Well We Will See In My "Life" Just Kidding! I Am Happy That I Have All The Friends I Have Today I Don't Know Where I Would Be Without Them. I Love Them All. Even Though Some Of Them Will End Up Making Me Sad -_- Thanks For Being Who You Guys Are. I Love You All.

Creativity is just a thought. It creates your dreams and your "special skills". But can we really say this? Creativity and everything else in life could be an entire dream. They say your life "flashes before you eyes" before death. So what if we are all about to die. What if this world we live in is just that. Creativity. Your whole world might be your imagination. Or even worse... Our world might go on forever because our minds never stop. Maybe even after we die the world is still in our control. What's worse is we might never be acknowledged for our actions. Our whole life could be worth nothing. Everyone who knows you will experience the same faith until the whole generation is gone and forgotten. No one escapes faith.

Hey guys..my first essay of the year please tell me hoe I did

This I Believe

People… our own personal race… yet we don’t understand each other, heck we barely understand ourselves. We all dress differently, have different beliefs, yet we don’t act differently than how our looks describe us. Some people think they can understand anyone just because of their beliefs or way of dressing, but we are not. Just because a person is dressed like someone who belongs in a gang or looks like a cholo to be precise. They look like people who would harm you, but they can do the exact opposite!

The way someone acts does not mean that is how that said person is in the inside. No one can never know the intentions of another person, unless they are either a psychic or a person who studies a person very well. Heck one can be a person who is constantly donating to charity, deep inside in their hearts they are rotten in the inside, and people just don’t know that part. There is a word for this and it is a façade. The definition for façade is an outward appearance to hide a less pleasant personality or something not wanted to be showed to the public. For example a person can look skinny, and fragile, but that could just be their façade. When they could actually wipe the floor with you in less than in a minute! This is because skinny, and fragile is just what others want you to see. Even in the wild some animals have this to fool predators that want to eat them such as the mantis shrimp who looks small but with just one, one punch destroys one whole aquarium display!

Before I had said how some of the only people who would know how other people are in the inside are people who study others very closely or if they are a psychic. Well the most are those who study others because it is rare to find someone who is a psychic, unless they dress differently than the typical stereotypical psychic would. The same goes for those who study others. Mostly when people think of those who study others they automatically think of ancient times when people battled with swords, shields, spears, close combat, and bow and arrows in which they have to study their opponents to survive in the battlefield. But hey those could be the kids who look skinny, and fragile.

If you have not figured the one of my two personal philosophies that I live by, and two words that go with my personal philosophy. If you give up like how I would than I will tell you myself, my personal philosophy is don’t judge a book by its cover. The two words that go with my personal philosophy are façade, and stereotypes. These words go with my personal philosophy because these two words help you to not judge a book by its cover. The reason why I choose to write about this is because too many people around the world are being judged based on looks, religion, culture/heritage, and social status before even being known by other people.