A damaged soul

Lost and confused

Body weak and getting weaker

No strength to move forward

Here it is

I've given up

Just want all the pain to end

Tortured mind

Hard to get free

Battling myself and the world

A damaged soul

Lost and confused

Trapped inside this mind

Empty and cold within

I lose all control

Heavy breathing

Head on fire

Shoulders tightening

Muscle spasms stuck in place

Dizziness and shaking

I fall to floor

Not even knowing I did

Awaken so clueless

My body is giving up

So tired of all the pain

A damaged soul

Lost and confused

Here it is

I've given up

No more strength

A nightmare from HELL

Blinded by the attention

Missed all the signs

Black and Blue all over

Blood stains on all my clothes

Hidden from the world

Locked in my own home

To keep this nightmare from getting out

Crazy how one shows Love

How can it truly be real?

Frightened to leave

Screaming for help but no one can hear

Reminded everyday of your disappointment

All my strength lost in fear and humiliation

Weak, so weak

How do I escape this HELL?

I'm sorry If I let you down,

I'm trying my best to fix my ways,

I thank you though,

If I hadn't lost you don't know if I would have ever grown.

I know words don't really mean anything,

Hope my moves prove that I am changing for the better.

Though all the blame can not be upon me,

You act like you are so perfect,

Where was that man at,

All I got was someone so distant from me.

Maybe I would've been a better person if things were different,

You put me on a lot of what I was doing,

Don't blame me and act like you had no role,

I wish the best for you and your future,

I may feel bitter,

I may want revenge at times,

But I'm growing and I'll let God take care of you,

I'll forever be grateful that this life lesson was the best yet!

Fallen into a dark hole,

Reaching out for a helping hand.

No one around,

My cries stay left unheard.

No more fight to give,

No more care in the world.

An empty soul,

Left to just fade away.

Feeling of unworthyness,

lost in pain.

Trying to find the light,

Nothing but darkness and chills.

Can I find my way out this hole?

Will anyone come find me?

Fallen into a dark hole,

Filled with pain and darkness.

We talk about a world with freedom of speech,

but yet this world becomes so offended by truth and opinion.

Why are we punished for acting upon a law that states we can be free.

To be a good writer, we have to be one who can take harsh criticism

We have to become one with a grammar so fine and unique to make us stand out from all the rest.

Everyone is truly a good writer in their own ways but in this world we live in full of Judgment,

Your best work could be shut down because we thought freedom of speech really existed but yet another can tell you what you can and can not write about or let be known.

Shattered, my heart became from the pain you thought was right to give to me.

Agony, I lived through day and day because I truly wanted to be yours.

Trapped inside myself, to afraid to run away from you and be free.

Confused and Dumb, How can I let you treat me this way?

Broken promises to change your ways and show me real love.

Blinded from the person I once knew and wanted back.

What did I do to deserve all this cruelty?

Look at me, really look into my eyes.

Can you not see what your doing?

Your Queen, your love but how?

Shattered, broken pieces scattered around.

Suicidal thoughts, easy escape.

No more pain.

Free me.

Shattered!