A Gift Not Given
To write some words and claim we know ourselves,
As if words on a screen mean anything.
As if we can sum ourselves up-
Fifty words to capture a lifetime.
Adjectives, adverbs, toss in a noun and a verb:
A person, reflected on paper.
Know thyself?
How can I show that I know myself
Through words and symbols on shallow screen.
The curve of a finger and the click of a key
Mean nothing of a glinting amber eye or the curl of hair,
Not to speak for the spark of mind or whirl of imagination.
Even if my eyes were dull and my hair lax,
My mind dry and my imagination still,
I cannot know all of my hidden depths
Not enough to give to you.
Thumbs black with ink.
I thought, perhaps,
My word could plant its roots,
And stay there, stone
Against the wind -
But once the hurricanes came around,
It flew away,
More like the roses in the ground
Than that old oak it seemed to me -
Perhaps I should have watched it more,
Watered those roots, chased worms away,
And if I'd known its end was near,
Perhaps it would be here to stay.
My fault alone, I think -
No less.
And yet it's so hard
Not to miss
That leafy shade
And steady trunk
That stole my doubts
And left me drunk,
And now it's gone,
Forever missed,
And I stand
Confessing
To the winds.
Never Unnoticed
It is the age remembered,
the shimmer of a promise,
the delight of a brilliant sunrise;
its reflection is true,
it is the unalloyed and faithful
the measure of good fortune
the grief and glory of kings and kingdoms
the plaything of dwarves and dragons
bent in filigree or gilding frames
it is never unnoticed.