Insecure
There you go again love,
Challenging everything you know.
Too caught up in the panic,
To notice everything that you're shown.
Take a breath love,
Let's try to take things slow.
You break the mirror in the room.
There's a fear in your eyes,
Like your world is ending soon.
The devil filled your head with lies.
Preying on your fears,
Your faith in love starts to die.
Tell me what you want to hear.
Tell me what you want to hear.
Tell me what you want to hear.
I'll speak the words you want to hear.
You lie in bed wide awake.
Your crying dying down,
With every tremble and shake.
I pulled you in tight.
You push away with all your might.
Together in bed, yet another lonely night.
The sun cuts through the black.
The shadows dance on the wall.
I've been up all night,
Waiting to catch you after your fall.
We remain face to face,
Everything feels fine, but that's not the case.
Tell me what you want to hear.
Tell me what you want to hear.
Tell me what you want to hear.
I'll speak the words you want to hear.
Eyes black.
Make up smeared.
You fought to wake up,
Under the weight of your fears.
From the window,
You watch the world,
Holding back what's left of the tears.
You refuse to search and unearth,
Everything I've been saying love,
That you know you're worth...
Listen to the words that I speak.
Ignore the doubts,
And the havoc that they wreak...
Listen to the words that I speak.
Ignore the doubts,
And the havoc that they wreak...
Listen to the words that I speak...
Red
They tore open my rib cage
to unleash the flies
All my impurities
with barbed wire wings
They've been hiding
in the carved caves
of decayed canyons
Painted red
And a stench arose so strong
it took the physical shape
of a demon with false form
and bodies for legs
And draped across my brow
were tiny angels dancing,
singing dripping sweat
Colored red
My bloodshot vision barely
catching glimpses of
these obscure figures
like aliens 'neath an ocean
My corpse still with lungs
awaits the fate that's
already lunged itself
into the realm of inevitability
It's all red
red
red