RELATIVE
She placed the mug on the table and asked me, ‘‘What is it you long for?’’ I guess my attempts at not looking, well, kinda restless failed.
What did I want? I did not really think about it. But one thing I was sure of was that whatever I wanted, or all I desired was just to do something- anything— not really to simply do it to pass time, no, whatever I’ll decide to do will be something that will bring change to things...at least that’s what I long for.
She cleared her throat. Ah, I still hadn’t answered her question. Uh, will she think I’m crazy? Maybe so, maybe not.
Anyway, I actually would like to know what she longs for, too. We might be able to assist each other with getting what our hearts desire~ aye.
#RELATIVE©
28/10/2019, lundi.
Sleeplessness
I can't sleep because of you, I miss us, how will I ever pull through.
I can't sleep because of pain, so much hurt I feel drained.
I can't sleep because of time, too busy away making a dime.
I can't sleep because of desire, my want for you grows like a ball of fire.
I can't sleep because of dreams, neverending doom and plaque it seems.
I can't sleep because of worry, never enough time, always in a hurry.
I can't sleep because I'm lonely, without you my lover, my one and only.
These are 7 reasons I can't sleep, there are more if I search my soul quite deep.
Until Death Do Us Part.
I, Kaytrine, accept myself to be my companion in the journey of life.
I promise to allow myself to learn with time.
I will not be my own bully,
and drown myself in my mistakes.
Instead, I will be my own supporter,
and lift myself in my victories.
I promise to love my body.
I will adore the vessel given to me,
maintain its parts,
and drive it with great care.
I promise to nurture those who love my soul.
I will respect the souls that my heart adores,
and admire those that my heart finds worthy.
I promise to always be changing.
I will never stick to the same river,
I will never be one state,
I will always shift forms.
I promise to keep moving.
My feet will not be idle,
My thoughts will not be stagnant,
My soul will always run.
I, Kaytrine, allow myself to live life.
As painful as it may be,
As beautiful as it may seem.
Until death do my body and my soul part.