My heart won't allow it

I don't think I'm ready.

Ready for L-O-V-E ?

I wish it didn't hurt so

Much

I wish I could erase

All traces of him

From my history

So he'd remain

A mystery

But LOVE is

Always ready

For another round

Love is like HONEY

Once you dip an dip

You can Neva get

Enough of a

Taste so sweet

It's a very much

Needed necessity

A weakness of humanity

To know love nd be loved

One of the closest thing

Too being in heaven

On earth

I wanna kiss you on your band-aids

Wanna make you a house that's manmade

I want you as my bandmate

Let's collab but not really in music

Let's make jokes that's not really amusing

Let's make amends that's not really a movement

Let's make kids - that's not really a rap line

Let's make it seem like love lasts longer than life

And make believe that's not really a flat line

Make new words for love and old uses for Kodaks

Look at throwbacks like you should grow your fro back

Let's get old together and never go back

To a life, to a world where we are both cat

Fall in love with your wrinkles

You'll never be single

I know that you'll think you'll be loose in this world

You always will twinkle

My star, I'm your Ringo

Play old people bingo

You beautiful girl

Love won't you fall asleep in my arms

While I read you these poems that I wrote you so long ago

So much imperfection in this world but it seems like I have my eyes on the perfect one

Her smile is everything I dreamt of

It's not everyday that you see a woman so beautiful

Nails always on fleek even down to her cuticles

Hair is always laid

And she getting paid

It's rare to see a woman like her these days

From her head to her toe she glows

The world is so cold but she shows warmth

When she faces her obstacles she always pushes forth

Ain't nothing more valuable than her when it comes to how much she's worth

Love won't you fall asleep in my arms

While I read you these poems that I wrote you so long ago

Time and time again I see this angel from heaven

Her wings glow brighter than any sun

Eyes more holy than anyone's

Only explanation is that she was place here by God for me

Cause since my sophomore year she's the only girl I could see

Yeah I've had different interest here and there but no ones caught my heart like her

My life may be caught up in hell but when I'm around her it's like heaven on earth

Love won't you fall asleep in my arms

While I read you these poems that I wrote you so long ago

Like two people in a chamber, we are two peas in a pod

You now know (Nano) that you are the beat to my heart like an iPod

You are the drug that keeps my heart beating like a beat bill

I'll be your Nicki without the buttocks, in other words I'll be real

I'm no Jay Z or Kanye but I'll watch the throne that you sit on

When we have 99 problems and it all falls down, I'll be the shoulder that you can lean on

What we got is concrete so don't make this hard for me

I may be young but don't k me, I'll lay you down comfortably

When I think of you my head spins like a 360

As I view you, no drake, all I can think is controlla (controller)

But you got that fire and desire that makes me wanna find your love

Like Chris Brown when he realized that he messed up with Karruche

You have my heart so don't abuse me

Not tryna run script on you but I feel like I'm in a movie

The way these feelings are clustering, it feels like a fantasy

Or the type of shit that you can experience only in a dream

You are the light in my darkness

You got that love that's so special and I can't be without it

I know we're walking down different roads but don't worry it's all cool

Because I know in 4 years it'll be just me and you

Love won't you fall asleep in my arms

While I read you these poems that I wrote you so long ago

Staring into the open blue ocean feeling captured by its mesmerizing waves overflowing with every form of beauty that shines bright in the light

Reminds me of what I see every time I look into your eyes

You're true beauties description looks so good that it hurts

You're a dime plus 99 and it's a shame that you don't even know what you're worth

I may not be Mario but you should let me love you

Let's just hope Luigi doesn't get jealous

Having his chest puffed out like Nick Jonas when he gets jealous

And performs Trey Songz calling your smartphone when he runs to you lying to your face

It's such a disgrace when a nigga doesn't know your worth

I'm no Maxwell but I know what a woman's worth

And I'm not the type to be sitting in my best fiends ride trying to holler at you

If I got something to say I'll say it to you up close

I would give you the world

Rip my heart out and give it to you

Better yet I'll just give you the key and don't worry about a spare cause you're the only person who I'd let keep

Like Lil Wayne I wanna be With You baby

So Teach Me How to Love you the right way like Musiq Soulchild

You're a flower child

Beautiful child

A golden child

It makes since to me that I've had a crush on you for a while

The first day I seen you I'm just like oh man god damn

But then I pulled back and told myself to think of a plan

Because I couldn't just come to you and start spitting some game

And have you thinking that I'm just a lame

Nah I wanted to approach you like Excuse Me Miss but I Adore you like Miguel....

But then I suddenly remember that Miguel leg dropped a bitch and I realized that love hurts

But it's a chance that I'm willing to take

If you just give me your heart to hold forever

He told me I was pretty. Then he hugged me too close. In the light he was nice to me. The sunshine was his cloak.

He told me I was pretty, so I guess that made it okay. But when he snuck into my bed. I tried to push him away.

He told me I was pretty, but I knew it was a lie. I wanted someone to save me, but I guess they couldn’t hear my cries.

He told me I was pretty, but what did that mean. He said I should’ve felt wanted, that’s what they’ll all believe.

That I thought I was pretty, so I laid in his bed. They’d think I was a liar, and I might as well have been dead.

So as he told me I was pretty, I accepted my fate. I only had three things left: him, a razor and my untimely self-hate.

See my story didn’t end well, but yours always could. Remember you are beautiful, and if you don’t love yourself you should.

Ignore all his pretties and tell someone now. Accept you what makes you strong, this won’t be your only rain cloud.