Your beautiful smile and your equally beautiful eyes

The way you look at me while you're in between my thighs

It's your love that I desire

Your words that keep me inspired

I don't think you really know how much you mean to me

And although sometimes I might get frustrated with you, you give me peace in this world of insanity

I might not say I love you enough

And my attitude is a little rough

I'm working on me to be better for you 

Because flaws and all, you're my dream come true

The way you caress my body in your arms

The way you assure me that there is peace after the storm

That's what kept our love strong

For 4 years, 2 months, and 26 days long

Life and Death

There's a thin line between the two and it's called your health

They say everything in life is free

But it's not, as far as I can see

We have people over here struggling in our own backdoor

But every chance they get the government is raising the prices, asking for more

They say you can't be successful unless you have a college education

But I ask what information is that based on?

You go to school and complete your bachelor's and they bury you in school loans

What kind of system is the U.S. built on?

It's impossible to pay the loan and obtain your transcripts right after education

We're living the life, but the road we're traveling on is a dead end

Living in a community where the only thing that's important is the amount of money you spend

The type of clothes you wear, they say you're not poppin if you don't rock designer

But I say compared to where we are as a whole, those things are minor

Dare to elevate your mind and look past all the materialistic things you can find

We're walking a trail, trying to find success

If you can still feel love after dealing with all the cruel struggles of the world, consider yourself blessed

Opening the balcony door 

The wind gushes, whipping thru my hair 

My ball grown beautifully swaying 

My heart pounding, what are you saying?

 Looking out over the terrace

 Down at the lights of Paris 

The rushing lights of racing cars 

Touching my chest full of scars

 I smirk at our experienced encounter

 I can tell you've done that before

 How many women had clawed you sore?

 My weak muscles were no match 

So my clothes you detached I told you no, you assumed as a joke 

So my soul you poked

 French love, European pain 

My dress melting under this rain Am I insane?

 My mascara run slowly, from tears 

Or is that my fear? 

The wind angles the rain towards by face 

There's a cut on my lip, my blood I taste 

The lights seem to be dancing below

 Passing people exchanging a '

Hello' I step up to the railing, hands shaking 

Wishing I could stop my heart from aching

You're long gone, gone to another victim 

Yet I feel you, I turn around quick 

Laughing at my mind's trick

 It's slowly replaced back with a frown

 A scowl even, as my crown falls down

 A queen of my own domain

 Dethroned by one man 

I slip out of my heels, they fall first

 Ironically, I see a passing Hearst 

Grabbing the railing tight 

First left foot then next right

 My heart rate won't decrease 

My pain just want to increase

The burning in my body

I still feel you forcing yourself in me

I look to the Man above, 

As I cry of a dove,

Asking how he allow you to harm me?

I lean towards the happy lives below me, 

something that drives me insane 

because that was me 

Before you used me, hurt me

 This Pain I must end

 You won't hurt me anymore 

Letting go, free falling 

Death is my calling

 I jumped.

"Sometimes,

There are things that are better left unsaid."

Whoever said that must have done the

opposite of that for so long to conclude those

thoughts.

Think about it.

How many times have we regretted what we

said after the fact that what we have dropped

bombs.

Bombarding the peace away with our missiles

of words;

Preceded by missilery of clever sarcastic land

mines waiting for others to step into it and

explode into shrapnels of wounded heart.

But there's a nuclear atomic nuke that some

knows is there to never be used unless they

are in self defense, with its defense system

locking and loading into its target.

The heart's weak walls of tall towers that comes crumbling down the moment the last letter of the words coming out of the underground vault revealing:

SECRETS, FAILURES, WEAKNESSES, TRUTH!

"Truth is so valuable that it is often guarded by bodyguards of lies"

Deep in the meadow

Under the willow

A bed of grass

A soft green pillow

Lay down your head

And close your eyes

And when they open

The sun will rise

Here it's safe

Here it's warm

Here the daisies guard

You from every harm

And here your dreams are sweet

And tomorrow brings them true

Here is the place where I love you

Deep in the meadow

Hidden far away

A cloak of leaves

A moonbeam ray

Forget your woes

And let your troubles lay

And when again it's morning

They'll wash away

Here it's safe

Here it's warm

Here the daisies guard

You from every harm

And here your dreams are sweet

And tomorrow brings them true

Here is the place where I love you

Badadadada...

Here is the place where I love you

Deep in the meadow

Hidden far away

A cloak of leaves

A moonbeam ray

Forget your woes

And let your troubles lay

And when again it's morning

They'll wash away

Here it's safe

Here it's warm

Here the daisies guard

You from every harm

And here your dreams are sweet

And tomorrow brings them true

Here is the place where I love you