I'm never gonna feel as good

as when I fell for you

but you had to break me

you had to fake it

you had to lie

you were never mine

I was never loved

I was never yours

With all the things that I would have done for you

You gave up without even trying to

Understand me

or holding me

without hurting me

You're used to it

That's why you're still alone

Even with all the girls you meet

You're broken

But you won't admit

I can't fix you

If you won't even fix yourself

The worst part

Is that I thought it was my fault

And I still do

I still do

Honey I know you love me

And I wish I could fall back

But cupid's had a different plan

For you and I

Cause I'm not in Love honey

I'm not in Love

We kiss, we touch

But I can't make myself love you

I know how your lips taste

And they taste of love

But mine are dry

I layed on your chest and I felt

Your heart beat

Faster than mine ever did

I'm sorry I'll be the one who breaks it

I'm sorry but I can't help it

When we make love

I feel your love

But I don't feel the same

No, I don't feel the same

I'm almost sorry

But I'm fine this way

Maybe I'm still too heartbroken

Too fall again

Or maybe you're just not the one for me

As I'm the one for you

Or at least, that's what you think don't you?

I've got so many issues

But you still want me

I don't get it

but I love it

You're a great friend

I just don't feel that way about you

But you do

I can't help it

I can't help that I can't fall in love with you

Maybe you're not even in love

You just think you are

Cause that's the way you are

You're starstruck

and in love with love

But let me tell you

I'm not the one

We do it every night

But sex and love aren't the same thing

There's always one who loses and one who wins

For the first time might be mine the win

I wish you didn't feel that way

Only cause I don't want to break

A heart that just learned to love

But it's a matter of time honey

I'll break you when you'll learn the truth

I never lied about how I feel about you

But deep down you still believe

In a future with us and kids

I'll hope you'll be okay with it

When I'll tell you, this is your last night with me

But I know you won't

I know you won't

You have no idea how many times

I killed you in my mind

murdered you just to feel alive

fooling myself, believing I'm the one in control

when I'm not at all

that's the power you have over me

cause even though you're dead to me

you're still hurting me

and you know it

Tell me you love me, honey

I know I will fall for it

or if I don't, I'll pretend

so I'll be fooled again

Fake love is better than feeling lonely

I'm so lonely, honey

keep me company

and pretend you love me

I'll take the fall, I'll take the blame

so you can fall for me again,

even if it's all pretend

you'll be my man

Love is tender, love is blind.

It’s felt in the heart, but it’s created by your mind.

Love is faith, love is trust.

Love hides behind words, behind acts.

Love is passion, love is patience.

You may think you’re broken,

but no heart is too torn apart,

to go back to the start.

You love it when it’s there and you miss it when it’s gone.

You may think you’re incapable of love,

but no heart is too small for love.

Love is sweet, love is kind.

Once Love wraps its arms around you,

it will melt your heart of ice.

I look at her

wishing I looked like that,

she’s everything you could want.

I wish I would wake up tomorrow

in your lovely body

and see the world through your wonderful eyes,

maybe I'd understand what it's like

to be beautiful.

Why do you have to exist?

I'm nothing compared to you,

it's not fair.

Envy has a bitter taste

you wouldn't know,

no one is above you.

If only, if only I were you

then maybe, just maybe I would like myself.

I wish I were her

and I hate me for hating her.

Late night, I’m alone again.

I need a friend,

I’m tired of living my life through movies

I wanna experience life with my own skin.

I’m too scared, way too scared to go outside.

I’ve been hurt before, I know there’s only a few to trust.

I want to take the risk, but something is telling me I shouldn’t.

I don’t even know where to start,

where do you find a friend? How do you know they will stay?

I am always by myself, I used to think I liked it this way,

but maybe I just did not want to admit

that I’ve been alone for so long

I forgot what it feels like

to not be lonely.

Everyone around me seems to find love.

I want to know what love songs talk about.

I will never fall in love again

and there’s no right one for me.

We come alone and alone we die,

with an empty soul and a broken heart.

No one will miss me when I'm gone,

because no one is by my side when I am still alive.