Him
"What?" he muttered under his breath
as he massaged my shoulders
I quickly remorsed, scared, so I burrowed.
His hands continuing up my back
"No.. No.. We have to be thorough"
"Are you sure you cleared your name?"
"Yes.. Yes.. I had checked it twice.
My girl had stepped back, letting me forever to go
So I had went and taken a chance
Of trying to gain his wondrous show.
He climbed on top of me
Hands clenching my back
My full desires growing from a crawl
As he moved me to one side, admiring his work
And as I stated at him, dropping all my protective walls to fall
His glimmering eyes staring back at me
Smiling, with the innocence of a child
Yet the potential to take over a whole world
Secretly admiring him from afar my whole life
Yet now he was here, slowly, stupidly, into a ball, I curled.
He overtook me, sprawling me out, revealing my inner thoughts
A huge smile spread across his face as I looked up at him
He continued, muscular hands going everywhere
Me casually smiling, yet mellow-ly fuzzy inside
As he sexily smiled, releasing hot air.
"I love you"
the words seemed to escape
His smile faltering slightly, falling on his back
To the side of me he lays, as I climbed onto his stomach
Again, he kissed, me, yet then, once more, fell back
"What?" he murmured under his breath
as he pulled away from the kiss
I was, again, scared, brilliantly
come with an idea to wrap myself around him
I accepted my final moments with Timothy
He was never the same. I was never the same.
(A Poem from My Own Experience)