I'm tired of your complaints,

Tired of your expectation,

And so tired of your blaming game.

Wake up and realize this,

I no longer care.

I grew to love you more each day we meet.

But the more I love you, the more I have to pretend that I don't.

Because if you knew how I feel, you would definitely leave.

So I'd rather hide the truth then having you leave me for good.

There is chemistry, there is sparks.

There is that warm tingle feeling every time we touch.

I know you want me, I can see it in your eyes.

We're drawn to each other, and there's no fighting it.

Changes are inevitable,

It doesn't mean my whole being changed.

Deep down to my core,

Im still me.

I thought that I was alright,

That everything was okay.

But I was wrong.

I realize that, when I was laughing at something funny only to discover tears streaming down and my heart feeling heavy.

It also made meme discover that I unconsciously bury my feelings behind my smile.