Screaming at God like he's the one that made you go away, every night I try to reminisce what we had, it hurts that your not here anymore
I pray that you would find your happy place that we talked about, what hurts me the most is that I couldn't provide that world for you even though you were mine I wasn't to you & now im deep dark blue.
Surviving A Family in Crisis
look mama see daddy, look daddy see mama
Look! what I wrote a beautiful poem for u on my beautiful wrists
I used a razor for a pen, i tried to say it out loud but you wouldn't listen, so I signed my name in blood but you wouldn't read it too.
how can I get your attention?
When ur too busy with your obsession, trying to get a confession out of something I didn't do. why won't u listen?, trying to make your creation the definition of your perfection but oh mama my condition immensely needs your affection.
Look mama see daddy, look daddy see mama
Feel mama understand daddy, Feel daddy understand mama
Understand! It was never your fault, I didn't ask you hard enough to listen, I learned my lesson, I cant express my reasons, I feel like I'm in a prison of hidden feelings beneath feelings I created the distance, please forgive my annoyance, I didn't ask you hard enough to listen. Hope you leaned your lesson
Goodbye mama farewell daddy, Goodbye daddy farewell mama.