I said I need a friend and you said you would be mine, your lips so sweet it made the world go round.

With you HOPE never left my side.

But you LEFT without goodbye.

How COULD you?

What MADE you?

Who ARE you?

All fingers point back to the one person who inspired the clan but wasn’t strong enough to fight back the battles of the mines in the desert ground.

You fell for the trap of the mind,

You failed to call out for help even when you were always there lending yourself to others.

Broken inside but words fail me this time.

I hope you found peace in the pain.

You are VERA.

I wish to say a lot about you in my wounded worried heart, just remembering the day you said you were leaving it broke down in tears and thought it would be all over but whilst I was on the floor praying for a difference in my case, you watched me wipe for the thing I feared the most had come and that was me giving you a ring in acceptance of my love and dedication of the rest of my life with you.

I feel so happy that you did not leave me just as many would have guessed you did.

I have empty without your love.

#Rubenkells

"Father, I know that I have broken your laws and my sins have separated me from you. I am truly sorry, and now I want to turn away from my past sinful life toward you. Please forgive me, and help me avoid sinning again. I believe that your son, Jesus Christ died for my sins, was resurrected from the dead, is alive, and hears my prayer. I invite Jesus to become the Lord of my life, to rule and reign in my heart from this day forward. Please send your Holy Spirit to help me obey You, and to do Your will for the rest of my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen."

Congratulations you are now born again and one with Christ.

There is no time to wait or stop, it's never an option. Stop the procrastination and pick up that journal where you have written ideas since the beginning of the year and start doing. You can't be limited by the opinion of others, not even money has the power to stop you. Stop talking, start doing. Enjoy the music #motivation

#black

#rubenkells

There is no time to wait or stop, it's never an option. Stop the procrastination and pick up that journal where you have written ideas since the beginning of the year and start doing. You can't be limited by the opinion of others, not even money has the power to stop you. Stop talking, start doing. Enjoy the music #motivation

#black

#rubenkells

If shola is a boy then Chiwendu should be too, when they have loved the life created for them by family, how sweet could this be?

In the tender of their love, they kissed, and had the best romance any lady could have asked for. Chiwendu could be my only bride as Bisi would promise.

Everything has its peck of purging out that which was most precious, yes that which was most precious. Is it possible to love a stranded stranger with no history? Quite a few would debate on this but yet it may just be the best kind of love.

It is not as beautiful as it used to be, holding hands, gazing into your eyes for the fun of it, we are friends who have found a deeper interpretation of friendship outside love and lust.

The unusual play mate I always wanted and the willingness to be available at odd times is all that matters, I was just a lonelier who really did not have anything to offer but then you ran into my life and stole the loneliness and made us a companion without love and fear of attachments.

There is no missing rib as good as the one you broke for me to share. Oh! How beautiful your smile is, and when you walked in you change everything I knew in the time past, you are a friend who is an outright definition of love.

You are special and this is one I ain't giving up on.

@rubenkells

Couple of years ago there was a significant celebration in the days that went by, after many more years we would party with friends and take a time or two to enjoy some pleasures of life, sneak out with our parents cars and take some boose.

Day counting down quickly as we see the weather change, love growing fast and so many lost on the way, the friends we once knew becoming strangers to the same old routine and the song sang would fade with the scars created.

What would it change if we have everything so perfectly? What would it change if the time went slower than expected? Must we always follow the same principles that was patterned for us?

I don't even care anymore how much I have gotten into the system, the celebration I knew as a child is like a bud in my eyes, now it creates dirts and someday it would close to rest.

Somebody tell me if the fight we had yesterday was needed, tell me if killing one another is necessary, tell me what is it that we truly need? All of which can't be answered because even the man with a sword doesn't know why he owns one.

If our days are flashing light so many would have theirs quenched a long time ago, they would pray they could do something different or even go to the darkest cities so they may glow.

If our days are flashing lights we would cry to the God we once knew, praying we don't fall to the storm and our candles be blown off.

If our days are liquid the dirts we fill our minds with would have covered the very place the good should come from. In our hearts we would not know what it is to love our brother and let no man blame society for this.

Only us would make a difference but what does it really matter? When the youths are been polluted by the same old grey headed bastards called leaders. What does it really matter? When a child in need reaches out and there is no one to help?

Are we even worth the life's we have? Are we?

What does it really matter, someday we all would go to a place of rest and our names written in the sand of time would be stepped on by another.

There is no need to go around creating an enemy who only exist in our heads and kill the innocent because we can't reach those who hurt us.

Nothing really matters.

Happy Birthday to me - Rubenkells