In the Snow
In the snow I can't stop bleeding.
Shaking and sneezing my body's repeating.
It's no longer white but tanted with red.
Suddenly the snow starts to feel like a bed.
My body stop shaking then I dont feel nothing.
Suddenly I stop bleeding,is my blood still flowing.
My mind is blank and I see only white.
My body is numb now, okay that sounds nice.
My pain and my feeling just left from my soul.
My body is heavy it feels like a pole.
The rain starts to fall and the snow melts away.
I faced all my fears so im not afraid.
My body is weak and it feels like Im cold.
I loose all of my breath and my eyes starts to close
True Feelings
I feel as if I'm numb but at the same time hurt.
I feel no remorse but my head hurts
I feel like I'm about to vomit but my stomach is calm
I feel like crying but for some reason I don't
I feel like screaming yet I stay silient.
I feel like my heart stops but im still breathing
I feel like everything is dull and nothing is silient
I feel like nothing is true and it's all lies
I feel like no one can be trusted and yet to be known
I feel like hiding everything because no one understands
These are my True Feelings mixed with my thoughts. No more shall know, so I won't tell. I shall lock them in my heart forever. So no one can ever see the real me.
My Lovely Sin’s
Every time I see you I feel like I'm comiting the seven deadly sins
Pride-I talk about you all the time so not a day go past where I don't claim you
Greed-Most of the time I wish it was just me and you because I don't like sharing you
Envy-I become jealous easily because I think about you a lot
Anger-I hate it when you cry
Lust-I want to do things with you that I never even thought of doing to anyone else
Sloth-All I want to do sometime is cuddle with you all day
Gluttony-I just want to fill your cute little face with sweets