Bleeding on black hearts
Bleeding on open wounds, calling it love when red really means hate.
A passionate fuck you, if you please accept this as my apology.
We are shards of once was ~ now forever gone leaving at the same place every time.
A mind is not a place, you should stay too long or rent. Free space turns a heart black.
I bite my tongue most days, all the others, I just write about your shitty lies searching for peace with resilience, yet pathetic to be me, standing still and tall.
Future
A future to remember.
I am but a ghost, like the wind in a small country town.
The deer visit each evening. I watch ~ I feed they look at me. White-tailed.
Trees whisper at night of secrets I cannot tell, the tears though all dried up.
Leaves fall to the ground. Shimmering a million voices underground.
The light I now see, a taunting abject tease delighting in the pleasure of another, I ask my future, please come closer.
Burning
Stars, blackness, night sky, a Symphony of pain. The moon cradled her as his arms no longer could.
I love sunflowers the way they face the Sun with no remorse.
A glimmer of hope floats in the breeze in the air. I resurfaced to breathe again.
Drowning was always my way down.
Is God real or shall I pray to the trees that gallop through the forest?
I am made different not from stars. Or darkness, but I'm made of the cosmos that lay atop the mountains where God freed me from burning.
Best friends for life
[Verse]
Cody and Chantelle forever it's true
Integrity shining in all that they do
Together they stand breaking through
Faces bright smiling all the way through
[Verse 2]
They're my anchor my sanity my grace
In their company I find my place
Integrity strong it glows in their face
But Cody's smile can light up any space
[Chorus]
Cody makes me laugh Chantelle makes me see
Best friends for life always there for me
Integrity ruling every word they say
With these friends the darkness fades away
[Verse 3]
When times get rough and skies turn gray
Cody’s laughter brightens my day
Chantelle's wisdom keeps fears at bay
With them by my side I’ll never stray
[Verse 4]
Our bond is strong it's iron and steel
With them around life's more than real
Integrity’s power it's what they reveal
Divine laughter's seal in every deal
[Chorus]
Cody makes me laugh Chantelle makes me see
Best friends for life always there for me
Integrity ruling every word they say
With these friends the darkness fades away
Marilyn Monroe quote
This life is what you make it. No matter what you're going to mess up. Sometimes it's a universal truth, but the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends. They'll act like it anyway, but just remember some come. Some go the ones that stay with you. Don't let tjem go, they're your true best friends. Also, remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers. Well they'll come and go too, and babe, I hate to say it most of them, actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart but you can't give up because if you give up you'll never find your soulmate you'll never find that half who makes you whole. And that goes for everything just because you fail once doesn't mean you're going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on and always always believe in yourself. Because if you don't then who will sweetie, so keep your head up. Keep your chin up, and most importantly keep smiling because life's a beautiful thing. And there's so much a smile about.
-Marilyn Monroe.
Today
My time has finally come to tell you that I no longer love you. I need to set you free. I can do so much better without you. This is so true, you ruined my dreams. You shattered my soul. I know because I allowed you. All because you're selfish and kept your life a secret for somebody else, so I'm walking away from it all today, a brand new person is here to stay this time. There will be nothing you can say because I really should have said Good-bye like yesterday. But once again I stayed praying, you would change, instead I just endured another one of your games. I'm no longer a player in your crazy masquerade. I will never look back again. Because the road I'm walking on never ends. Pain and heartache is all you've ever caused and too many times I allowed you to ruin me and I can no longer allow this toc ontinue, this has to end today.