I live my life in pain,

Not physical but emotional,

I fall in love,

With nothing to gain,

I get attached,

It’s fucking insane,

This cycle I’m on,

I cannot ascertain,

I feel like disappearing,

Until nothing remains.

I believe that crying is your body overflowing with emotion so much so that in fact, it shakes and you can feel it in your chest. Words won't come out no matter how hard you fight, silence. Trying to stop but the pain grows as if a snake was tightening itself around your body. Slowly poisoning your mind, vile thoughts seeping into your mind that makes you cry out, begging for relief. Your body heaving trying to breathe, tears burn your skin like acid, you cover your mouth so that your parents cant hear you. Your body is in so much pain aching in your chest, you throw up. Your body spasms, trying to fight, your heart freezes itself to stay alive.