the one thing i ever wore all the time
is your sweatshirt
remember the first time i wore it?
i spilled my coffee all over myself
and you came to my rescue
no matter what i felt
i wore that sweatshirt
it was gray, but not a gloomy gray
and it had the pink floyd album cover on it
the dark side of the moon album
because you were obsessed
except it didn't have the whole image
it was so worn out, well loved
that pieces of it had ripped off in the wash
remember what you told me when you gave it to me for christmas?
you said that it was special
because your dad gave it to your mom
when the two of them were dating
that sweatshirt was my everything
i kept it safe
and always knew where it was
because you gave it to me
why don't you ever wear it anymore?
you used to tell me you'd sleep in it
and it'd feel like i was right there next to you
you loved my scent on it
but now it's like you'll do anything to forget us
even if it means neglecting your favorite hoodie
in the dark and silent safety- under my covers,
the moon trying to shine in,
i think of you.
i think of what we had,
but i've added on so much that never happened,
i don't know what's real anymore.
in the rowdy chaos of the school building,
i know what's real.
i remember what you did.
i remember coming to school, knowing it was the last time
i would see you and not want to cry,
or scream at you, or both,
and i know that i miss the you that i made up,
not the one you are.
i miss when you lied to my face about loving me,
and i had no idea.
i was oblivious,
but i don't miss you anymore.
because you were never who i thought you were.
mascara stains on my pillowcase
love letters torn to shreds
memories set ablaze
clouds in the sky covering the moon
fog in the air blocking my view of you
forests and mountains in have come between us
and never have i ever felt so free
Sometimes people don't realize how stupid they sound, and I just have to say something.
5 Seconds of Summer
I think the band's song, Social Casualty pretty much sums up their whole aura to someone looking in. I love this band, they have such relatable and catchy songs to listen to. They are kind of old though.