How can I love one who does not love those who love the same sex?

I don’t deserve you.

I failed you.

I left you.

But you still love me.

God isn't a being. God is the laughter my friends give. God is a moment.

I loved you once.

But then... it was complicated.

It hurt.

Now I don't know.

I love and thank you God for all the blessings you have given to me.

Even when I let you down. More than once. Lord, you always had my back.

He wrung out the seeds of my sorrow, 

And nourished them,

Until they grew flowers.