daisy
solitude can be okay too.
i.
her heart bloomed petals long ago; instinct told her
never let them go, so she buried the roots in the soil
she calls home; daisy, she enjoys being alone. & yes,
her heart cries for a lover she has yet to know, but for
this brief pause in eternity, she doesn't mind the quiet
nights, she spends alone. daisy, she finds reading just
as happy as her friends find partying, or even more so.
she finds him, she loves him, she says, run your hands
along my curved spine, love me younger, it's divine.
ii.
he's been broken, countless times: so he built walls
from pretend, it's his pain he tries to hide. that's when
he found, the peace in sleeping, when stress is weeping
from the corner of his dreams, he finds the purest form
of clarity. & he didn't need much beyond simple love,
but without it he would've never realized, he found
quiet days of hiking far more appealing than screaming
hallways that're constantly mocking.
he find her, he loves her, he says, let's take it slow, baby,
don't you know, i've been down this road.
iii.
they tell her, it's all in her head, that daisy simply couldn't
understand; but youth isn't unyielding, it's naively forgiving,
but daisy's always lived, with her heart striding; why change
that now, when being alone suddenly feels confiding? so when
courage leaps out, into her arms, daisy faces the world; only
he is what her gaze had held.
together they'll love, with an unspoken knowing; an understanding
that strings their hearts together, it's quite heartwarming. and
together they'll spend their days talking or simply listening; just
as much as they appreciate their quiet nights alone in their room.
solitude doesn't mean one ever stops loving you.
she finds him & he finds her, she loves him & he loves her,
they both say, careful, i may end up loving you.
ironic, how they already do.
The False Illusion of Solitude touches Solitude in Online Communities
The internet is a sea of faces. Social networking and online community websites give users a false sense of security by giving the illusion that everyone is speaking from the safety of their own boats. This effect floods forums with personal disclosures, apocryphal information, and false generalities. Internet interactions are not “Solitude touches Solitude” as they are not person-to-person. Real conversations flow smoothly but internet posts drift randomly; they are re-shared, re-edited, and re-authored. Someone, somewhere, might mindlessly surf the web and find your post!
Be Careful!
What you write might wash ashore on the other side of the world!
Silhouettes
In dreams, I am dancing in the shadow
It's my solo, and all the world's my stage
I find my place, then see my face. I look so sad, though.
Read the book of life, but tore out the last page
Then I awake in a madness
In a daze, in a frenzy
But the only thing I seem to recall
Was thinking it's not right
That there wasn't a spotlight
Even in my mind, the darkness always falls
On me
Are you lonely just like me?
Do you see the world I see?
Or am I walking these streets
A silhouette?
A silhoutte
Does pirouettes
Graceful ghost
I raise a toast
There's an insufferable light
That never seems to go out
It shines from my bedroom window
As I lay counting sheep
Trying to block the world out
Who could sleep in its glow?
Who could sleep in its glow?
Insomnia is killing me
It seems the city never sleeps
I wonder, has it given in to madness?
For my thoughts run together
For what feels like forever
'Til the morning bathes me in its sadness
Are you lonely just like me?
Do you see the world I see?
Am I walking the street a silhouette?
Am I dancing on my own?
Maybe you should join along
A waltz requires two
Me and you