If someone told me that giving a lift to an old hermit and a farmer boy would result in several near-death experiences, shoot-outs with the government, falling in love with a princess, getting frozen and sold to my employer, and overthrowing the government with a bunch of furry midgets - calling them crazy would be the understatement of a millennium.

But here I am, standing in a village of said midgets, holding the woman I love (who also happens to be a princess), watching the fireworks in the sky as everyone is celebrating the victory over the fascist regime - victory that took many decades and way too many lives to achieve.

Victory which wouldn't have happened if, years ago, an old hermit and a farmer boy hadn't walked into a bar and asked to give them a lift.

Snow. It flickered around him, purity upon purity like the reflection of her unpolluted heart. Snow. They've killed you, Snow. They've taken you from me and the rest of this undeserving world.

The snowfall pattered against the ground; it caressed his face, soft yet cold, as her hands had always been in his.

"Why are you always so frozen?" he teased her.

"I was born in the winter. The wise women said I took the curse from the land," she would laugh back, trying to pull away in that shy way she had.

"Like snow. You're like snow. Cold and beautiful and pure."

"That's why they call me Snow White."

She never knew how beautiful she was. The Queen would keep her locked away, the castle mirrorless, the staff silenced if they dared breathe a word about the princess's beauty. For the strength of a kingdom is marked by the fairness of its ruler, and the fairness of a ruler is marked by the fairness in her heart, and the Queen's heart was diseased and decrepit, like an apple polished red on the outside and rotting with worms within. Conrad, even in his early days fostering with the mysterious bayerische royalty, had sensed the darkness within. He remembered as a boy watching the Queen with suspicion, draw to her for her beauty, yet repelled by the malice beneath her entrancing ice-blue eyes, golden hair, and goddess-like figure. And with Snow—Princess Lisbeth—he could never see beyond her perfection to the shadow of her stepmother. Yet it was a shadow that loomed over both of them as the years drew on and Snow's beauty increased.

Some said the young princess was an immortal, blessed by the moss folk, the creatures that lived in the woods, for her mother was greatly favored by them. Conrad had certainly though much the same when he had met Lisbeth, all those years ago as children. The Queen would have never allowed the meeting, had she known. Lisbeth was supposed to have been shut away, like the flowers and things of beauty sacrificed on the Queen's altar to the dark goddess of fertility Éostre. But somehow that day, she had escaped from her hidden rooms, and the young fosterling Conrad had found her in the woods, lying in the snow with her head against a tree.

He had thought her an immortal too. After all, who but an elf herself could possess skin as white and flawless as new snow, eyes green like fresh spring sprouts, hair dark as the coals from a dying midsummer fire, and lips scarlet as the vibrant leaves of autumn? He was in love immediately, even if he wouldn't admit it for years.

And now it was too late. Snow. I will find you. I will bring you back, even if I weep every step of the way that I must carry your body instead of have you walking beside me in your winter. His steps seemed to falter, as his heart did, at the thought of what he would find in the Black Forest. Already the shadows seemed to draw long, the playful snow deepening into the menacing blizzard so far from Snow's laughter filled winter glade where they often met. Why did I never tell her?

How could he have told her he loved her? Snow herself was never allowed love. Every year the Queen watched her with growing antipathy, watched the princess thrive and laugh and love and give her heart to everyone she met despite the agony of her own hidden existence, while the Queen shriveled and snarled and loathed and let her heart shrivel with every heart of her enemies she ate to preserve her allure and power. It seemed Éostre was a dark master indeed, for every evil ritual the Queen performed seemed to grant her little beauty and much torment to her chained soul. And yet still Snow lived, a reminder of innocence and love and a heart true and noble.

A heart she gave me. A heart I should never have been trusted with. Snow herself had hardly trusted him with it.

"I don't know if I've ever loved," she'd told him, days before she was sent away with the huntsman.

"What do you mean? Everyone who meets you, you love," he'd replied, for it was true.

"That's different. That, I cannot help, and it is not the same at all," she'd laughed. "Love that I could speak; love that I could know was love and recognize as good and beautiful. That is hard to find. Papa didn't love me because I was a girl, and the Queen certainly doesn't because I threaten her. The only one I know might have loved me is Mama, and she is dead."

"Maybe it's something you don't know you have," he'd said, pleading desperately, earnestly with his mind that she would show something—anything—that she returned his feelings. And yet fearing if she did, for the Queen had forbidden love to her as well. It was only politics, after all. Should Princess Lisbeth take a husband, the Queen's rule would end. Should—God forbid—Snow marry him, his uncle would finally have his excuse to seize Bayern from "that usurping whore of a Queen." If he even got his armies within Bayern's borders, long ensnared by the dark creatures of the forest, of the Queen. And if the Queen let either of them live long enough for the wedding to even take place. No, it was safer to deny himself his feelings and protect Snow. It was always about protecting Snow, after all, because she mattered most, more to him than his own life.

If only he had been there. She had been taken by the huntsman in the night, and Conrad hadn't heard about it till the morning. And then he had nearly been killed himself after storming into the Queen's rooms, sword in hand.

"You deny us our rest. It is very precious to us. It is hard to sleep these cold nights," said the Queen, still in her shift. But even in her shift her skin shone supple and perfect, and Conrad felt the unpleasant sensation of wanting her, except he didn't want her, he couldn't want her, because she was not Snow and she was everything he detested. He tried to imagine her as a goblin, or a gargoyle, but every moment he looked at her it became harder to imagine.

The Queen saw, and she smiled, dismissing the maid combing her hair and approaching him, lips parted. She leaned close, so close, and for a moment Conrad thought she would kiss him, and he wasn't wholly averse to the thought, especially as her thumb brushed his face, ever-so-softly... But then he saw Snow in the wintry glade, Snow so close to him as they watched the birds singing to each other, and he remembered how then he had taken her hand and smiled at her, and she had smiled back, and he had promised himself that should he ever kiss a woman, it would be Snow and Snow only. And suddenly the Queen seemed to shrivel in his eyes. Her breath, puffing against his face, made him recoil with its dragon stench; her eyes sank in her face and the pupils narrowed to reptilian pinpricks; her hair dried up into thin strands on a diseased, tumorous head, and her body, seductively turned towards him, bent as if with a thousand years of death weighing her back and dissolved to bones and thinly-stretched flesh. At first he was afraid, and then angry, and then he remembered Snow and the watery well of pity surged in him. The Queen was dying. She who had lived for centuries off the hearts of her enemies and Éostre's dark power of malice could not stop the destruction of her corrupted soul.

And then he was back to the present, staring at a woman who saw what he saw and who was angry that he saw it.

"Éostre desired her blood to drink last night," she replied coldly, pushing him away and stalking to sit upon her bed of pillows—a bed that many bayerische soldiers had shared in return for their loyalty. "She threatened to destroy the kingdom in fire and darkness if we did not offer our best—our very best. To our dismay, that meant the offer of our own dearly beloved stepdaughter—the Princess Lisbeth. She was taken to the Black Forest at midnight and left. The dark creatures have taken her and left nothing. We are very sorry."

Except she had lied. The huntsman told him that very day that Snow lived—as if her beautiful soul could ever die!—and Conrad rode that very day to the Black Forest, where he found her.

And she was safe and she lived and when he saw her Conrad wrapped her in his arms before his sense could conquer his love. He would never forget that day, when she had died and lived all at once in his mind. If only it would be so now. If only I would find her and she would be alive. If only it was not true. But he knew with the darkness swallowing the kingdom that it was true, that Snow White, the life and love of the land was truly dead and the Queen had finally triumphed. And just as the land was dying, so his heart died too.

He told her that he loved her, that day, when he clasped her in his arms, tears streaming down both of their faces. He couldn't wait any longer; if this would be their last day together he had to tell her.

"I thought you were dead. I thought she killed you," he said, leaning his chin upon her head, breathing in the scent of the fir trees in her hair. "I love you too much to lose you, Snow. You are more precious to me than anything in this world."

She stiffened, sucking in a deep breath, like she would before diving into an icy river. Conrad pulled away, looking deep into her eyes as the tears froze on both of their cheeks. She could break his heart, but he cared not, so long as she lived. He could die every day of her not loving him, and yet he did not care, so long as he could know she still breathed and the Queen had not taken her from him—from Bayern.

But she was smiling, smiling and crying all at once, and she squeezed him ever tighter. "Conrad," she whispered, pressing her face into his chest. "Conrad, I love you. I love you, and it is good, and it is beautiful and more wonderful than I ever imagined."

And they stood there, each holding the other, and Conrad never wanted the moment to end.

But it did end. Everything must end, as the beauty of spring becomes the darkness of winter and the flower fades and the darkness grows ever greater as the kingdom becomes the realm of the dark goddess Éostre.

Snow couldn't stay within the bounds of civilized Bayern; the moss folk living in the forest took her in, for the sake of her mother's goodness to them. Conrad rode whenever he could to see her, even as his uncle threatened war and he was often sent himself to spy out the borders of Bayern and send back coded missives to Preusa. The Queen detested him every moment he was in her walls, but she knew she needed him for his position—for negotiation and to keep his uncle from declaring war in haste. Conrad knew the King of Preusa, however; his uncle would not lose the wealth of Bayern to save a useless nephew who was not even his heir. But even as the shadow of evil encircled the kingdom, hope still existed for Conrad, because Snow existed.

And now she was gone. The trees seemed to taunt him with their dark branches clawing at his face, so different from Snow's gentle touch. He would cry, but his face seemed frozen in a mask of cold—or pain. My Snow. My beauty. The hope of the kingdom. The light against the Queen's darkness. Gone like the sun at end of days. Gone like the smoldering fields at Éostre's wrath. Gone like the beating hearts of the hundreds who had faced the Queen—and fallen.

Up ahead a clearing broke the darkness, and a circle of light seemed a haven for the last glimpse of brightness in Bayern. The moss folk. Conrad knew them little, but he respected their arts and their hatred of the Queen and their love for the good—for Snow White, their princess.

The eldest of the folk, a small wizened man, his face expressionless, nodded at Conrad as he approached. Some of the tree spirits seemed to weep, their bodies rocking as if with the cold winter wind. The elves watched the casket in the center of the clearing, and Conrad's breath caught as he spotted the pale face within. The casket was exquisite work, to be sure; jewels and inlaid silver adorned the structure, which was made from a strange crystal known only to the moss folk. But the woman inside outshone the casket like the sun outshone the moon. Even in death, Snow's face was tranquil, bearing always the quiet strength of her life and laughter. Conrad fought the tears rising in his soul. I was too late, my love. I didn't protect you. I should have been there. I should have killed her before she could hurt you. You never deserved this. You are fairest in heart, fairest in mind, fairest in appearance. You are perfect in every way and she's killed you—she and her dark goddess and her sniveling lackeys.

The moss folk let him be as he knelt beside the casket, taking Snow's hand, colder in death than it ever was in life. One by one they drifted away, yet the light in the clearing stayed and the blizzard began to dim.

"You're beautiful, Snow," he had told her one of the first days they knew each other. "You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen."

"Thank you," she had replied. "I don't know what that means, but thank you."

How could he explain it? How could he explain what beauty was to one who had never been allowed to hear the word, who had never been allowed to look in a mirror and see her own face or attend a ball and hear the compliments men gave women when they loved them?

He took her to the forest. She loved the flowers. Snow always loved nature more than the foreboding walls of the castle. "It lives and it breathes and it feels," she would say. "It was given us to tend; why would we not love it?"

"This," he told her, brushing a crocus coming from the damp soil, "this is beauty. It is pleasant to look upon and pleasing to be around and wonderful to experience. It shows us light and makes us wish for something greater."

Snow smiled, and, damp and all, laid on the ground, her dark hair sprawling around her as she pressed her face to the crocuses. "It is all of these things," she agreed. "But am I? The Queen thinks I am unpleasant to be around. I must be so, or else she would not keep me in this castle far from everyone, in the midst of nowhere."

"No, it is not so," he'd told her, lying beside her. "Because you are all of these things, so you are beauty, you are fairest, and someday you will show the entire kingdom that what I say is true."

"And the Queen will be gone and the shadows will disappear and all of my kingdom will be beautiful," she'd laughed, as if she'd never expected it to happen.

But he'd made a promise in his heart that someday it would happen. Because if anybody could reverse the darkness that had been descending upon Bayern from centuries of greed and depravity, it was Snow.

The snow had stilled by dawn. Conrad had wept and watched and wept again. It was over. It took merely an apple, a fruit of the forest, to steal from him his love and from the kingdom its life. Snow must have thought she was helping a poor old woman when she bought the fruit. She knew enough of her subjects' poverty. Loving even in death, he thought, gazing upon her still face. Smile. Please. Smile and wake up and tell me it was all a dream or a lie, that you're alive.

"My lord," a voice murmured from behind him—it was the wizened man. "My lord, the Queen's men have been pillaging the towns nearby. They're looking for you. It may be best if you take the secret paths out of Bayern to Preusa."

"A moment more," he whispered, rubbing a finger over Snow's small hand, as if she could feel it and respond.

"Watching her and wishing will not change the past," the moss man said. "She is gone, and you are the only one who can fight for us, Prince Conrad."

Conrad knew he was right. I will do this for you, my love, he thought as he released her hand and stood. Even if I should die facing the Queen's dark magic, I will do this for the kingdom you loved. He looked upon her face once more. We could have been married. Entwined for life, two trunks of one tree, man and wife in perfect unity. Snow would have adored children. She loved all things innocent and good, and her light would have made them good. We cannot change the past. She is gone. Hope had died with her.

He looked down at her face, and on an urge bent to kiss her—their first and last kiss. I will love you even in death. And perhaps soon I will join you and we will be together at last in the Halls of the Mighty King, where there is no dark Éostre or Queen to harm you.

Her lips were soft against his, and a tear dropped against her cheek. She won't wake up. She won't sit up and put her arms around you and kiss you back. She's gone. It is time to go forth and fight the last battle for her.

He pulled away, squeezing his eyes shut, steeling himself with a ragged breath for the war that must be fought, the war he would not return from. But as he looked at her face for the last time, it almost seemed as if life returned to it. The cheeks seemed to grow rosy, the eyelids to flutter, the breast to rise with air. His tears were deceiving him—but no! A flash of green appeared under her long lashes—the green of spring and life and hope. Suddenly he was by her side, and she was coughing, and he was cradling her in his arms and holding her as the last wedge of the poisoned apple left her throat and she leaned against him—cold, gasping, and weak, yet alive!

"Conrad—Conrad," she whispered when she'd caught her breath. "Conrad, the Queen—"

"I know," he said, now tears streaming down his face in earnest. "You're all right. Somehow—I know not how—you're alive."

"The kiss of true love," whispered the wizened man, a smile slowly spreading across his face. "A long-ago legend proved true. It seems there is light left in Bayern."

"Snow, Snow," Conrad said into her hair. "I love you. I love you more than my life itself."

"And I love you," she replied. "And our love will vanquish the darkness of the Queen and sent Éostre to the underworld and bring back the beauty of my kingdom."

For indeed, love is the greatest beauty left in this dark world, and the only thing that can restore what was lost to us.

He got my second daughter.

I can't believe I let him get away.

That monster.

The king stares into the distane

His eyes are unfocused and they slowly glaze over with clear shimmer and a tear slowly peaks out of his left eye.

"Why?" He growled. ""Why all the carnage? The lives lost. I mean that beast had waltz through his entire village; he did not rape or pillage, noo...", trailing he whispered,

"He killed every single living thing. All of them; all of my people. And that was just in pursuit of my daughter, but now he's is inexplicably done with her and coming for My youngest."

To the sky his arms reached out in a sudo Shawshank redemption gratuitous pan-out over his head 360° shot type of way,

And to the sky he cried "Not Peach too; the peasant!"

At this moment a gard enters rhe room and starts pacing back and forth.

"Your highness King Koopa." He says.

~fades to black~

Dawn's light came creeping across my quilt in warm beams, yet I resisted its coax to open my eyes. With a heavy sigh, I contemptuously yanked my pillow from beneath my head and slapped it across my face. My body wriggled down further into my blankets. Eventually, it was the aroma of Hannah's simmering applesauce, combined with the hoot of a tea kettle, that drew me from the haven of my bed.

Downstairs, the house seemed insensitively cheery. At my appearance, Hannah smiled and ladled applesauce into a bowl for me, adding a small pat of butter and an extra sprinkle of cinnamon on top the way she knew I liked it, and set the bowl at my place at the table while muttering about the state of my tangled hair. Marmee sat with a pleasant expression at the end of the table penning letters, her hand moving in graceful, unhurried strokes across the middle of a page. Beth and Amy lounged across from each other on the front window seat, outlined in the hazy glow that poured in through the window, sipping tea and murmuring to one another about an incident that had happened the week before at Amy's school. The rumple of frustration already in my spirit was further offended by everyone's blissful oblivion. I took up my dish of applesauce, clattering my spoon crossly against the side of my bowl, and headed toward the side door without a word of greeting to anyone.

"I'm taking my breakfast out onto the hills," I called hastily over my shoulder before anyone could object, and purposely allowed the door to slam behind me so I could have the satisfaction of its bang.

It was a fine day, fair golden sunlight shining through the morning fog upon the green grass like a painting. I looked at it, and tears blurred the scene. As I headed toward the spot of yesterday's fateful meeting with Laurie, a breeze lifted my tousled hair, and I felt compelled to scoop up the hem of my dress with my free hand and run full speed into the face of the wind. It whipped into my face, purging me, drying my eyes, and flung my hair and skirts streaming behind me until I arrived panting at the top of the hill. Onto the grass I dropped, and sat staring into my bowl of applesauce.

In my mind rang the greeting that had met me at this spot yesterday. "Where's the Jew's-harp, Jo?*" Laurie had called out to me jauntily then. I lifted my head now to look in the direction from which he had come the morning before, recalling the figure's dark mop of curls and eager, almost feverishly hopeful expression.

'I love you,' I thought wildly now. 'I love you, I love you, I love you, and you shall never, ever know it!' A wet cry choked out of me, and then I doubled over toward the vibrant grass, a hunched puddle of linen and wool and windswept hair, and my fists pounded the ground as untold longing racketed my body. I would never belong to that slender dark-headed figure whose swinging gait and cajoling voice were as familiar to me as my own skin, and nearly as integral. For the last time, Laurie had met me with open arms, clear eyes and and an all-encompassing invitation into his heart and soul and future. Yesterday, we'd been two halves that made a whole, and today, the hillside and sky with all their space and color were not large enough to hold the void I felt.

"I've loved you ever since I've known you, Jo, couldn't help it!*" Laurie had declared earnestly to me at this very spot the day before, and my mind had replied silently, 'So have we! We both! Amy and me! She couldn't help it any more than I could! But I cannot say so! Do not drive me to it!' Laurie had wept, had later buried his head of curls vehemently in his arms atop that mossy fencepost down the hill that I could see now from today's perch, and had stormed piteously, "I can't love anyone else, and I'll never forget you, Jo!*" and I'd steeled myself into the role of consoler, entreating, "You'll get over this after awhile, and find some lovely accomplished girl, who will adore you, and make a fine mistress for your fine house. I shouldn't. You'd be ashamed of me, and we should quarrel...*" In the privacy of my mind I'd finished my thoughts, somewhat bitterly, but with steadfast resolve, 'Amy! It will be Amy! Amy will make you a fine wife. She loves you! She's not like me, she'd never vex you, and she could not bear to lose you, and so it must be Amy. It must be Amy for you, and not me.'

At the last, after begging and pleading with him, I'd allowed myself to tell Laurie one final truth: that I didn't expect to ever marry. Indignant, he'd argued with this, too, desperate to change my mind, eyes accusatory and ablaze with disappointment. I could still hear his hurt voice in my mind, assuring me, "There'll come a time when you will care for somebody, and you'll love him tremendously, and live and die for him, and I shall have to stand by and see it.*" I had nearly grabbed him by the shoulders, had longed to shout fiercely into his face, 'You are seeing it! You're right! You know me well. And I'm living and dying for you now. I love you, I love you...'

But I could not. Because my sister, my golden-haired, lofty-minded, dainty-fingered artist of a younger sister, loved him, too.

Swallowing the last of my tears, I turned away now from the path leading down the hillside where we'd walked together the morning before -- away from the fence we'd sat atop side-by-side many a sunny afternoon and joked of running away to join a pirate ship -- away from the shady grove where we'd murmured secrets and echoed dreams and dashed helter-skelter racing to be the first one to his front door -- away from him. Chores beckoned me. Floors needed to be swept, and dishes dried. And I, beneath the risen sun and with all the birds of the hillside as my witnesses, determined within my spirit never again to wallow in my own sorrow over this.

*direct quotations from 'Little Women' 1868, Louisa May Alcott

[...]

My hand froze over her face, paralyzed by questioning. Was it right to do this? Who was I, Philip Charming, to touch her?

I took a step back and started to pace the lifeless room. Everything was so still, so dead. My eyes fell back on the girl's sick face, her messy hair, her closed eyes. She must've been beautiful when she was well.

"I have to do this. For my kingdom, my family, myself." He thought about the three strange women who had sent him on his quest. Clad in their odd robes, they had offered a large sum to his father. All he had to do was send his only son to kiss a princess. Little did h e know the beauty would be asleep in a vine covered castle.

Erasing the obvious doubts from his mind, he gave a quick peck on the girl's lips. Nothing. He leaned in for a second time when she rose screaming.

***

Standing at the altar, waiting, he decided that he had done the right thing. By waking Aurora and her kingdom, he had fallen in love with her brother, who saw him as a savior. He still had regrets about his unwanted kiss, but everyone but the princess and him where happy.

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Her fragile hand holds the key, the key dripping red. Another wife unfaithful, another dead.

"I'm sorry my lord. I didn't know, I'm sorry," She pleads.

I feel myself losing control, I don't want to do it, not her, not now. I try to hold on to my mind,"Run" I choke out, But the curse twists my words, twists me into the role of the villain.

She backs away, eyes filled with fear. I feel my my fingers, suddenly foreign to me, reach for my sword. Why do I have a sword. I lunge, chasing after the fleeing woman, the traitor. I shake my head, pause, she is not a traitor I care for her. pain shoots though my head, where is she?

I spot her. Foolish girl, you're not very good at hiding.

I raise my sword, ignoring her pleas. She grabs a torch and I smile, now, she is changing the game. Don't worry little girl, I'll still play.

She throws the torch, setting the tapestry on fire. Suddenly, everything is an Inferno. Fire in my mind Fire in my castle. A voice screaming in my head. Please, please leave me alone. I'm supposed to get the girl, I have to kill her. I clench my fists, but I won't. She will be the one that survives. I force my fingers to drop the sword, I stand among the Flames, the legend of King Bluebeard is over. It burns with the castle; it dies with the man. The monster is no more.

Everyone whispers my name. Never daring to come close.

Those that saw me, never breathed again.

My Patroness could not punish the one who hurt me,

but she could protect me from further harm.

She blessed me with a curse.

My hair turned to snakes, my eyes my defense.

I spent my life in her temple, My only company the men who tried to hurt me.

Then one day someone else came.

He hurt me, He killed me,

A little mirror, my end.

In my death his children was born.

The man who started it all, his children.

My name, Madusa.

The children? Pegasus and Chrysaor.