vessel
• i will set my soul on fire
•fight it, take the pain, ignite it
•sometimes to stay alive you've gotta kill your mind
•i will make you queen of everything you see
•peace will win, fear will lose
•i'm semi-automatic, my prayer's schizophrenic
•we're broken people
•you'll have to watch me struggle from several rooms away, but tonight i need you to stay
•our brains are sick but that's okay
•you all have guns and you never put the safety on
•i can feel your breath, i can feel my death
•the sun will rise and we will try again
1989 (To Be Honest I’ve Surprised Myself For Not Picking Demi)
~ kaleidoscope of loud heartbeats under coats
~ 'Cause darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream
~ he can't keep his wild eyes on the road
~ you took a Polaroid of us//then discovered//the rest of the world was black and white//but we were in streaming color
~ I've been picking up the pieces of the mess you made
~ I'm dancing on my own//I make the moves up as I go
~ I wish we could go back and remember what we were fighting for
~ Band-Aids don't fix bullet holes
~ Someday when you leave me I bet these memories will follow you around
~ pictures in frames of kisses on cheeks
~ this love is glowing in the dark
~ loves a fragile little flame it could burn out
~ the drought was the very worst// when the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
this is a long drive for someone with nothing to think about
•["we kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves"]
•["it was well intentioned but bad advice"]
•["my head sends a message for me to reach for my shoes, then walk"] •["thought so hard it's the last thing i ever thought"]
•["we are so caught up with things, we should pull each other's triggers"]
•["town hasn't moved, but it's getting closer, losing ground"]
•["fluorescent lights will always equal empty"]
•["and then you sold out for the shade of the palm tree scene"]
•["i don't know so i don't bother"]
•["and it all seems a little abrupt"]
•["surefire disappointment up ahead"]
•["one hand clapping, awake but napping"]
•["you don't even actually exist, so i just started shaking"]
•["i've changed my mind so much I can't even trust it//my mind changed me so much i can't even trust myself"]
•["i'm not sure who i am"]
•["they gave her a mirror so she could talk to a face"]
•["if you stand in a circle, then you'll all have a back to bite"]
•["and you let the ball drop//why did you do it?"]
kids in love • the mowgli’s (yes it’s improper grammar but it’s how they spell it)
1) You're Not Alone: *
I've been broke, out of love, but I know; we're not alone.
2) I'm Good:
I wanna see another love revolution
3) Bad Dream: *
you only get what you put in to this life so how could anybody be living in a bad dream?
4) What's Going On:
there's always time for living life.
5) Through the Dark:
losing light when something sparks;
we're shining through the dark.
6) Whatever Forever:
I've gotta go and write these songs so you don't have to get a job
7) Make It Right:
we've got real good love but that don't make it right.
8) Love Me Anyway: *
just another day of growing up, I get stuck in my romancing. I can't win no matter what I say... but you love me anyway.
9) Shake Me Up: *
you're the heart in my ache, you're the love that I make, you're the eye of a hurricane.
10) Home to you:
sometimes I still mess it up and I can't stop laughing about it.
11) Kids in Love: *
time moves slowly, always chasing something that you knew you left behind.
12) Sunlight:
don't wanna be waiting for something right, gotta get out tonight.
* my favorites
{extended version}
••we're so happy even when we're smiling out of fear • we're never done with killing time • we crave a different kind of buzz • it feels so scary, gettin' old • nothing's wrong when nothing's true • not very pretty but we sure know how to run things • you can try and take us, but we're the gladiators • i'm little but i'm coming for the title held by everyone who's up • but we've got our methods and there's nothing here to stop, to stop this • you're my best friend and we're dancing in this world alone • and you're no better at swimming than you were in the beginning but you come over at night and we practice all the breathing • i'll find my own bravado • there's nothing more cruel than only nine lives • there's something about hangin' out with the wicked kids • breathe so deep i thought i'd drown • if being afraid is a crime we hang side by side at the swingin' party down the line••
Stay Gold by First Aid Kit
I don't know if I'm scared of dying but I'm scared of living too fast or too slow
Oh I'm a master pretender
What if to loved and be loved's not enough?
Something good will come out of this
I'd rather be shattered than hollow
Our lives are a story told
I remember the music from the downstairs bar
We spoke of dreams that came to us when we were young
Payed so much attention to what you're not had no idea what you are
If it was all a mistake then I guess we're both to blame