The day my mother told me she would be home late from work.
I drove my father home
the view from behind the steering wheel
ingrained in my mind
My son was born and I became responsible for someone other than myself; before, I was just someone's child.
Pop! My eyes open, my innocent child shield gone... Nothing's what it use to be. Alone and afraid. An adult
Daddy wasn't being a dad.
Eyes looked towards me.
Innocent
Scared
Lost
Eyes.
My feet stepped up.
Filled the void.
Oh so young, yet oh so relied on. Mommy & daddy couldn't keep it together so I had to step up.
A path I take, make. flood gates opened eyes. I realized I grew up quicker for only a teen.
I learned to forgive them for all the things they would never be.
"I'm sorry, my dear, but you might have depression. Maybe even anxiety disorder as well."