Unfolding
I unfold my soul straddled on razor sharp edge.
Life is shoving me relentlessly over bottomless abyss.
Searching aimlessly for the hidden periphery
of insanity, I hastily gather it into pockets of my mind,
throwing meaningless words into yawning mouth.
Top spinning round and round hits a brick wall,
hiding on teetering verge of throbbing madness,
hovering on the fringe of where I was yanked,
trying to avoid being pummeled by reality.
One half hangs over the ledge, trapped in
a void consumed by unhappy endings.
As I watch the frantic rise and fall of my chest,
cracks in my faint heart swallow me whole.
can’t breathe
creaking walls
bloody hands
murderous lips
white tissue stuck in betwen the teeth
skin peeled back
knife dragged through the skin
body limp and lifeless
rope tightend around the neck
her hands murderous
dipped in the hands of boiled blood
predmediated murder
painting on the wall
little girls
dressed in white
one draw
and unfinished
her hair ginger curls
her eyes green
her skin pale
her dress
longer than the others
in her hand is a knife
stabbed in the eyes
of a boy
one who is similar in look
but is painted as just a mere baby
whistles around the corners
of your name
light dancing on the walls
white walls peeling back
busting
with intensines
that look as if they have been teethed on
dead children pacted
and nailed to the board of the wall
eyes sullen
and tattoed on there skin
are your names
you killed them
you stabbed them
look at your hand
your holding the knife
why did you
to push the knife in them
what did they do
to deserve this?
there staring at you
there saying help me
help me
you pierced daggers in
their eyes
you looked down at their merciless bodies
and toke them out of there mercy
and stabbed them in the heart
to quicken the process
you slipped each body in a straight jacket
you boarded them in the walls of your house
why do you think your walls have bulges in them ?
go get the knife and peel off the paint
and discover your skins
I didn't kill them
you did
your a murder
you got up late
and went on a rampage
you killed them
your mind was insync with the devil
you tried to rip the knife
from meeting theese poor helpless vitims
you tried to kill yourself
to avoid the consiceneces
of guilt
you heard there voices
you kept stabbing and watching them cough up the blood
of your sins
you hands no matter how much you wash your hands
you can never watch off the smell of blood
it tinges your noise
and causes you to drop the red bottle of wine in your hand
you mouth stained cherry red
you throw your head back
and pull your hair back
and throw up over the toilet
blood
the walls peel back
there souls come from the wall
and reach around your neck and choke
you
the rope tied around your neck
hands dipped in cold blood
your sprawled on the floor of your bedroom
it was meant to look like succide
but it was really murder
he was hearing voices
the voices are what killed him
but you are what made it worse
you told him
to kill the voices
so he killed them
he pulled the rope tighter around his neck until he couldn't breath