I am the Trust

Fund

the promissory 

Note

the drafts credited

and

debited

The Borrower of what's

borrowed 

and

the Debt made 

Good

#Trust #Challenge

the word trust symbolizes

an unbreakable bond

made of pure bliss and harmony

to keep forever and beyond

it’s when two individuals

open up their very souls

and delicately entwine their minds

to the point of no control

secrets are no longer secretive

and burdens are now shared

pasts are relived and relieved

and two beings are now paired.

I trusted you enough to

Take care of her.

I thought she’d be safe.

She loved you, you know.

Why’d you have to go and fuck everything up?

You could have had a good future together.

But you decided that a minute of pleasure was

Good enough to risk the relationship you had.

Well, you taught me a lesson.

A lesson of trust.

Trust no one.

So thanks for that.

By screwing her, you’ve guaranteed

That I’ll never fall in love.

It was the trust of a tryst

Born from their lust

That soon started to rust

As they both knew it must

The whole thing went bust

Like leaves in a gust

While loudly they cussed

Before their tryst

Turned to dust

(c) BAM

Trust,

It's something I don't extend much

Trust is being able to depend on someone,

To rely on them even when times are tough

It means offering a shoulder on which to cry

When eyes are no longer dry

To trust someone is to place your emotions, your self-esteem, your entire well-being in their hands

To believe those precious parts of yourself won't be crushed

Trust,

It's something I don't extend much

It's been betrayed too many times

When I think of trust, I think that sometimes, it just doesn’t exist. That trust is only for the perfect people in life. I’ve had trust before, but no not so much anymore. I wish that I still had trust for people. Not so much as I used to. Trust is something that hasn’t beeen great in my life. Trust is something that stabs some people in the back when they are not expecting it. That’s my opinion Atleast.

i

t r u s t e d

you,

with a million doubts in between every

“i believe you.”

spaces created doubts about loyalty,

and you filled the emptiness with other women.

time whispered insecurities about honesty,

until each second together was a question.

& lastly, hate brewed between the love,

the one that was felt so deeply before, but now was merely a wisp.

trust should have no spaces.

it should be loyal & honest & love.

you pressed spaces in between

each word

each promise

each “i love you”

and soon,

i began to stop trusting

even myself.

I wished that I could trust you,

I wished the same for myself.

I hoped that you wouldn’t hurt,

I hoped that I wouldn’t , too.

I saw your missed calls and a text,

Unread blue dot next to your name,

Frustrated apologies and cursing,

Yet sorrowfully perplexed .

It all seemed so pure,

In the beginning, it was true.

I loved you and you loved me,

And now we’re both left sore.

It may be a lie,

But I’m done self-blaming.

I’m not always true to myself,

But maybe that’s partly why.

I wished that I could trust you,

I wished the same for myself.

I hoped that you wouldn’t hurt,

I hoped that I wouldn’t, too.

In the end, we’re exes.

Although, parts of us,

Will always love each other,

Maybe that’s our hexes.

If it could be fixed, I’m unsure,

Trust could be durable,

But that’s how the truth bends,

And how you ended up with her.