leo
i'm not her
the one i'm supposed to be
bold in the face of a welcomed crowd
i want nothing less
but no one else can see
me roar when it's all in my head
the cravings are real
to be heard i have the words
i need to share
the colours i want to bare
yet here i am in silence
proving the stars wrong
day into night again and again
My version of Capricorn (because I don’t really like the mainstream definition lol)
A fish-goat, scapegoat, use
Me as an excuse to
explain away your evil deeds.
My shimmering blue lies cover
Oceans of pain from your
Prying eyes, I’m
Sorry.
I’m sorry.
For what?
For what, for everything...
For everything.
For everything I’ve done.
Guilt weighs more than my body,
What is a body?
It’s just a shed to house
the tools of my mind.
Fish Out of Water
I'm an emotional mess
with starry eye gaze.
My head full of ideas
quiet down by so-called friends.
I'm a fantasy and a nightmare
all rolled into one.
If I put my work in a week:
Mondays are depression,
Tuesdays are fatigue,
Wednesdays are fighting days,
Thursdays are dreams,
Fridays are slumber walks,
Saturdays are Nirvana with eyes wide open,
Sunday are screams.
No matter the second, the day, or the year,
I face every Sun and Moon with an optimistic mood,
and a teary smile.
I carry my hopes in my heart,
my strength in my fists,
a silver spoon tongue,
and all my wits
as I face the world that told me I would only ever breath water.
Aries (The Ram)
I'm a frustrating person.
A lover of war under the God of Mars.
I'm Assertive, Refreshing, Independent, Energetic, and Sexy (I'm not sure about that?).
I am Loyal, Passionate, Smart and Ambitious.
I work hard and play hard.
I can be implusive and short temper,
But I am courageous and determined for any task.
I am a fiery red spirit.
Welding a forged fist of iron, and can be a leader of many.
I am an easy going person and enjoy the company of others,
There will be times I may not listen or slow down for others.
However I will learn the ways of doing, being and seeing.
I will achieve that goal I've set for myself, and will not care for what others think about me.
You my have trouble keeping up with me, but when you do I'll be a freind for life.
I can be Competitive to others in a contest.
But I am a Diamond in the Rough.
The Dancing Damsel
The swishing of a damsel's dress
As she dances across the starlit sky
Embraced by the midnight space
Perfectly calculated steps
Repeating counts in her head
To maintain the universe's rhythm
She aims for perfection
A rocket bound for a one-way trip
For we all know perfection to be impossible
But tell her that, and she won't listen
Skeptical of your words
Without proof to appeal to her intelligence
For she is a scholar in her heart
Still, she looks at you with loving eyes
Sensitive and understanding
Drawing you in with her magnetic resonance
The desire to help overflowing
So much so, she herself is slowly drowning
In a sea of thought-out ambitions
Exhausting herself with overloaded work
But still she ploughs on in her dance
Determined to make the perfect finale
And leave the world speechless