The feel of being overwhelmed with endless amounts of responsibilities and deadlines create a feeling inside you that cannot be controlled. A pain in your chest drags you down to the deepest, darkest, bottomless hole of the world that most people don't see it. You satrt to feel a heavy weight in your heart pulling down like a counter weight from a grandfather clock down to your stomach. At the end of the day you completed as much as you could and glad it was over.

You go home from your workplace and yet you feel unaccomplished. Your emotions take control of you body, making you feel hopeless inside. You take a deep breath and try to calm yourself. It worked and now you get ready for bed. You toss and turn, trying to find the correct postion to rest yourself, yet your eyes are wide awake and your brain is still being active. The insomia kicks into play, making you feel more tired the next day. You try to make the best of it with a coffee and head to work, only to see more work has been piled on top of you. You see on the calender that the deadline is tomorrow, your heart races faster then an F1 speeding by at a race track. You take a swig of your coffee and get start as soon as possible.

Half way through your day the feel of being over-worked is taking it's toll on your body, tunnel vision is bluring your vision, a voice in your head says. "You can't do it, Youi'll be a failure". You try to block out the negative words in your head and power on through. Your determination is building up as the work gets easier, until finally it is done. The feeling in your chest starts to die down and the weight on your shoulders lift off. Youe get sent home early and you feel alot more better for completing the work you did.

You go home happy and treat yourself by going out with friends. After that you head home feel exhausted, and turn in for the night, only to see you get a text from your boss saying. "More heavy work tomorrow." The heavy feeling starts coming back your brain starts to worry and shrot breathing happens. But you tell your self you've survived worst, You'll make it. You fall asleep soundly and get a good night's rest.

Stress is not something to take lightly, it can cause severe health problems if gone unattended, it can even leave you suicidal. Everyone needs a break now and then, after a hard days work. Stress can moviate you to get things done quickly, however it can have it's consequences.

He was a Stranger, but a kind one.

A person who is willing to try and give it all his best.

A quick learner, an easy likable person and not ill-fated.

A lot people judged on how he reacted to certain events.

But no-one knew his life.

Nothing but a loner and a stranger to everybody around him.

But when you stop, and listen to what he has to say.

You could love him or hate him until the end.

But your reletionship will be a strong bond that will never break.

I'm a frustrating person.

A lover of war under the God of Mars.

I'm Assertive, Refreshing, Independent, Energetic, and Sexy (I'm not sure about that?).

I am Loyal, Passionate, Smart and Ambitious.

I work hard and play hard.

I can be implusive and short temper,

But I am courageous and determined for any task.

I am a fiery red spirit.

Welding a forged fist of iron, and can be a leader of many.

I am an easy going person and enjoy the company of others,

There will be times I may not listen or slow down for others.

However I will learn the ways of doing, being and seeing.

I will achieve that goal I've set for myself, and will not care for what others think about me.

You my have trouble keeping up with me, but when you do I'll be a freind for life.

I can be Competitive to others in a contest.

But I am a Diamond in the Rough.

The one thing I remember when death took someone close to me, all I could remember is a constant ringing in my ears. I was emotional attached, but I've come to realize that death is a natural event to occur. Nothing last's forever, we will all die eventaully and sometimes the choices we make in our life may lead our dimese.

I've gotten use to death now, and when I death comes for me and there's nothing for me to do to alter my death. Then so be it. In my opinion "Death"is what completes your life, your born on this planet, you grow up through your childhood, you try to make the best of it until your teens all the way to your adulthood. Making a better life for yourself, choosing the many paths to go down, trying to make a difference in the world. You enjoy life as it is. Until death comes for you, saying your time is cut short.

Death can be unfair at times, but you can't change nature. And when your time has come you'll either be remembered or be happy with some you love.

War. Is a rather hateful subject to talk about. It can be a very senstive thing to talk about. And it’s the last thing, that anyone wants to talk about during this time. But I find war a very interesting event.

To me, war fascinates me. To see someone build up such a huge popualarity among the people living in a country, kingdom or village. Giving out speeches, condeming other countries and kingdoms of wrong doing’s. Influncing the people who’ve suffered under their rain of terror, to rise up, grab arms and chanting the name of their new leader into power. It fills me with excitment to see a person having the ablity to control the helpless human minds of an entire population to do what ever they want.

It thrills me to see a single person giving out speeches and talk about the turth of what’s happening around the world. Even when the people elect that one person as their new leader, king or baron of the land, they soon start building plans on how dominate their enemies and conqouer their lands. It fills me with shivers to see the most powerful person using his or her voice to train their armies, build their economy and use the tactics of war to over run their enemy’s army and push towards their capitol.

It excites me to see a large rail way gun fire a six-ton shell at a well fortified fortress and seeing it’s destructive power, unleashed upon the enemy soldiers who so desperately try to defend every crumbling brick of whats left of their defenses, only to get cut to pieces by the charging forces of the enemy soldiers.

The life of a new recruit preparing for war, can be a brutal and long process. Building up a sense of trust among the other soldiers, learning to fight the enemy at close range, working as a team and doing the duty of what every soldier has drilled in their head. And as they make their way to reach the battlefield, amping up their willingness to do their job. The war finds them, creating massive confusion and disarry among the new recruits. Seeing their friends get mowed down by cavalry, cannons or machine guns.

There are many words that war creates through the many years of the past conflicts. Building the many tools of war and using them to scorch the face of the earth in order to please their leaders, is a mere event of what they want to achieve. Burning the towns and cities in order to send a message to your enemy’s leader, and let them witness the horrors of war as they slip into defeatism, is what fulfills the leaders as dominance over there enemy.

War is fascinating event to me, but no one including myself should ever have to go through they many horrors of war and be scared for life until death comes knocking on your door and take away from your on going nightmare. But there could be a day where war is inevitable, and we could thrown into a struggle for our own survival, both and military and civilian. However, it will teach us to never go through it ever again.

The audio may have to be downloaded, beacause I never use google drive.

Audio: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1LMA4xc8oFQ7SKtkyR6EjXkV8XyzLa04m/view?usp=sharing