:: The Last Day Of The World Party ::

It was like a living broken dream.

The red stripes contrasted the white, and mint green . I saw a pale yellow, with black checkers . A Bismuth pink , cast silver props .

A man stood cleaning the propeller on the black plane. It had two windows. I noticed that he looked up , as I arrived.

I grew uncovered , I felt noticed.

Like , one edge of me was lit. The flame spread across my face . I recognized my clothing. I felt many distances estranged, in a surge. I came to believe I was a ghost. The belief fell, and crested against me .

The music began . I followed part into it. I had waited for it , as if it was the only sign I had made it there. I knew that the colored paper would begin dropping down , from the sky, soon after.

I was heavy hit , dropped, by a force directly into me.

As my stomach burst , against the blow, I looked up. I was inside of a flying plane . A breathing mask was forced onto my face, by the same man who had been cleaning the black plane .

The cargo door was open. A siphon sound quipped , from somewhere all around. More falling paper; colored red , yellow, blue , and green .

And , then nothing . . . for a very long time.

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Those that were with me had gone on , to the End of the World . I had been withheld. I kept returning to that point , the celebration . After a fourth return , I looked at myself as an imposter into my own skin.

I had not been there for the change of orders. I arrived , as if it was the first time.

When I was versed in the End, I held nothing.

When I was consumed by the diligent bite into my former self , I could no longer understand the beginning . When I knew that time was running into the last minutes; how did I know?

And for this, the sixth return; I will stay into the series of timing held events. I will stay to lay astride the great ending of the End . I will stray from the celebration , and I will wait outside of the gates.

I must contort myself into believing that the mistaken novelty , from all of these re- beginnings, has been that we all must End and Begin all together .